Posts made by warpaint

Well most of all the limited gallery. Though you can outsmart it by sending pics in a conversation, you can't watch the movies. The best way is to talk a little with a guy and then move on to whatsapp.

Scruff?
Daddyhunt eventually.

yeah, cool

What about a topic with your favourite instagrammers? We could list some of our favourites and also post their blogs and nudes since Instagram is censored of course. Plenty of sexy guys there in the web  ;D

Ohhh… all those 'perhaps'. I get ya
Didn't have any obsession I guess. Well I have one towards my ex but that doesn't count. Mostly just crushes. The first one though...
I really can't remember. I had some men in my life that were something like role models (grew up without a father) but it wasn't sexual. The first thing I could remember hmmm I had some kind of weird 'naked club' in my head. That's literally what I called it. It was just a place in my head where were important males and there were just standing in the blank space totally naked XDDD Not sure what was the reason. One of them was a guy who is 8 years older and he was an older scout and a friend of my mum and brother too. And guess what.
After 18 years... We actually share house He's still my brother's best friend. We bought a new house and made it over. After a while we adapted some space to divide another apartment. There were some students at first but after few and few years he moved in with his fiance. They are now married since 2 years and we still live together. We don't see each other that much as we did earlier but well every now and then when I have some free time and their not at work I will come by for coffee and we will talk for hours about our lives. Hah one time he mentioned that when we were young I couldn't walk with my feet cause I was tired or sleeping and he was carrying me on his back all the way haha sounds cute. But yeah that wasn't an obsession. Or even a crush. That was... THE NAKED CLUB XD

Can't say cause I didn't measure. But my last boyfriend was I don't know… I think more than 20 cm when hard and had some girth and was a little curved to the left. Best dick I've seen in my life.

@ffuck:

Yo guys, I wanted to ask you something cause it really baffles me:

I'm a vers dude in general but I mostly prefer to bottom, however, some months ago, I started having very very acute pain whenever a guy fucked me, to the point it would bring tears to my eyes. Lubrication was not a problem, the pain was still there even with a shit ton of lube. But that's not the weird part. The weird part is that I might struggle when being fucked by a dick, however I feel zero pain and extreme pleasure when using toys. It doesn't matter if the toy is small or pretty big, I can take it pretty easily inside me and it feels amazing. In fact, I even got halfway through fisting myself (almost past the knuckles) and that didn't hurt either.

I think the problem might be hemorrhoids. My dad has it, several other people in my family have it, I'm not sure if it's a gene thing but if it is there's a big possibility I have it too. BUT, I recently read on a fisting forum thread that many people with hemorrhoids have a similar case with me: they cannot do normal penetration (that is, with a dick), but they are apparently perfectly fine with taking an entire punch or a girthy toy up their butthole with ease. Some guys even said that after starting fisting, their hemorrhoid problem completely vanished, even though they have been struggling with it for years.

Does this whole thing make sense to you? Can any of you provide an explanation why this might be a thing?
If you have a similar experience or any opinion on this, please share!

Yeah I get it. But I just don't understand a thing. How can it be possible? What's so different about a dick and a dildo that it triggers you so much. You sure it's a problem with hemmorhoids? Not with your mental state? Like doing that to yourself is easier than doing by someone else. Does it happen to when someone else puts a dildo in you ?

I'm afraid I can't help you but I have the exact opposite  ;D I don't feel pleasure from anal sex as a bottom so I won't put any dildos or toys in me but I have a weakness towards the dick. So I can't even finger myself because my ass is so tight and stuff but I just sometimes can't help myself but sit on a dick even if it hurts

I'm totally surprised. Cause I'm 98% always saying no to bareback with someone I don't know for a long time but I would actually give myself some slack if there was a cure. I'm probably not educated enough so I only fear of AIDS. But God that's a fear.
It also depends. If there was a cure it would probably not be refundable. I don't think so. Probably very expensive at first so I would still practice the same safety ways as I do now. But yeah living without such a high risk would be something really nice. I just don't like condoms. I don't know. There something turning me off about them so I just prefer not having sex that often.

dist who is that? You didn't say.
RectalTemp oh yeah, Jordan!

I have many pornstars I would love to have sex with but hmm… Okay I will still bet on younger Ray Stone. I love him.

I'm just crazy over him.

Wow. You guys really tried hard didn't you? I'm surprised and glad.
Geez, when I was starting that topic I wanted it to be more general. But when I read it again it really looks like I have a problem hehe I didn't want to make this topic particularly about me, more like a group of advice for people in the same situation as we are. But I'll refer to some of those.

moonmonday, I really think you have a point. All those things that you pointed out seem to be very logical and make a lot of sense. It's funny though that cwamoon said he's doing everything in the opposite. Meaning that yeah, everyone of us just reacts differently and it would be hard to find some universal things that will work on everybody.

Sleeping yeah. I think you have a point, but in depression it feels like wasting time. That you just don't do anything productive. So maybe you're right that you need to sleep but also cwamoon says he only sleep when he needs to, and that maybe a good way too, just do something useful, don't waste your life. If it's me I have sleepy episodes all the time but I try not to sleep because I have that weird thing that I just can't sleep during the day. Nightmares and very weird nostalgic and disturbing stimulus from my brain turn on and I just have to open my eyes despite being exhausted. And I can't sleep at night either so mostly will just wait until like 2-3 am to be really tired and sleepy and then go or will just turn over from one side to the other not blinking an eye. I noticed it's totally related to my mental state. Whenever some cases with my ex pop up I have those episodes. Even when we were meeting I just couldn't sleep in another room. I would just stay awake and stuff. We didn't want to sleep together because it was too fast but I just came from my bed to his when it was like 4 am and then I could sleep. So maybe I'd say try to work some stuff out in your mind in the first place ? Did anyone of you tried some pill for sleeping during that states?

Friends - yeah everybody mentions that. I thought I had a lot of friends for years. Now I just hm… about that dead weight. I tried to exclude all the people that texted me for their interests or that didn't talk to me first and I woke up with a really close circle. You know. Sometimes I have friends and we just won't meet for months because they are so busy with their lives while I just sit there bored. I have some best friends that would be always there for me but they are either abroad or far away. Not fair. But about not judging, yeah, heh, my friend texted me in the night yesterday and asked if everything's okay with our friend (he tried to kill himself) and then about me. And I was like: "yeah...he's all good. and you? I'm... i'm not fine." She asked why I didn't say anything earlier. And I was thinking about it. People with depression really want to be helped. But they just won't ask for help. It seems I don't know kind of humiliating ? Maybe that's not the word. But a lot of people (my ex including) think that suicide attempts are just to get some attention. It is a sign yeah, but you can't say that. I asked him "have you been pushed so much that you actually tried to do it? no? so you don't know nothing". It is so easy to judge and call people cowards, but just think how much your life must be fucked to give up on it and not see any other option to get through. They say people seek attention, well they don't. They just tried to kill themself because it was their own decision and they didn't tell you about depression and the whole thing because they don't want to be called attention whores. So you just hope someone will magically know that you need that help. What's you stand on this ?

Oh and that's another thing. Exercise. Eating. Living healthy. No. Okay I can believe that it works on most of the people, but it's also not a definite winner. I train. I lift stuff. I exercise 5 times a week. There was a time I did like 3 trainings a day. I tried to stay busy. I had all of the vitamins and minerals in pill forms and form vegs and stuff. I had an optimally configured diet without any harmful micronutrients and I also had taken vitamin C and D. Depression was still there. But I get you. It's the first things I say too. When someone has depression or just a down state I would say - "go train, go take a walk, talk to a friend, eat healthy, relax, do something for yourself" but yeah now I turned out to be a hypocrite because that stopped working on me.

Ohhhh and teh fucking lotus ! Forgot about that one. It's even cooler when you stay like this after cumming.

Missionary and cowboy.

Few attempts. For the first time around 7 or 8 the guy who has been 18 asked me to do something for him… it was masturbating, but I didn't know how to do it and what it means. So he just sat on the bed and I was just moving my hand down and up around his soft cock. He wasn't even hard at any moment. I ddin't realize I was gay then either.

Then something around 8 or 9 I had another attempt with few buddies in the toilet. We did shake like 10 times and they said they don't feel nothing and quit.

Then around 10 or 11 I was showering with a buddy and he... God. I have an average dick. I don't know if he was maturing so fast or something but at the same age I had like a lil wiener and he had already a fucking rocket launcher with some pubes. That was pretty intimidating. But we were showering and he showed me how he jerks off and told me to try it. So I was like "like this?" haha. Then I guess my dick went hard. I didn't feel any sexual activity but I don't know it just went hard cause I remember we were joking around and playing with other guys in other showers and we just popped our heads out of the shower cabin and I remember being very close to him and actually crushing his body with my hard on xDD

The last attempt had to be somewhere at home probably few weeks or months after he showed it to me. I started to understand what's sexuality all about and that's how it all started.

Guys, what are your ways to deal with depression and related stuff? I'm just curious. I've been living with depression for more than 10 years now. Kinda tired of trying the same things that doesn't really help long-term.

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Yeah… Never happened though...

LOOL. I read that at night and my eyes were totally closing and reading this post was like WHAT THE FUCK. Haha, but I read it again at morning and it made more sense Cool story

@DCLXVI:

I was invited to a birthday party and was asked to speak. I was 10 years old then, I think. They handed me the microphone and I said "Thanks for the food."

That's all. I didn't even say 'happy birthday' to the celebrant.

No one even reacted. Remembering it is… UGHHHHHH.

HAHAHAHAHA Oh my God, I love this one. This is pure cringe. I bet I had something like that but just can't remeber it goddammit.

But there was one situation actually when I was like 6 or 7 maybe. There was a friend of our family visiting us pretty often. Okay, friend might be an overstatement. She was from our scouting group (it was very popular in Poland at a time). She was fucking huge. Like really fat. She just came to our house and would always eat he fucking nesquik out of the package in speed of light tempo. One time we were watching some photos and they just handed them over to me after they watched it. I noticed one pic when I was with her on the boat standing with arms stretched to the side and her holding me or just standing behind. Titanic kind of scenery. The thing is I looked at it disgusted and said. YOU ARE TOO FAT FOR THAT BOAT. Oh gosh the silence that came after that XDDD GOLD.

@whoishe:

I'm not sure if this really fits or not…

Hahaha nice. But is cum really that smelly ? I don't know. If I cum at night I will leave the tissue on the chair next to my bed and when I wake up I don't smell anything. It's such a faint scent I really have to put it close to my nose.

But the smell thing made me remember something! I went for the birthday party maybe in 1st or 2nd grade of primary school. Everyone was having fun but I just couldn't get rid of that smell. No one seemed to notice it only me. Everytime I was in the room something was just not right. I really couldn't focus on the party. I smelled and it turned out the source was near the couch. It was a weird old smell. So old and antic but yet to me so intense I just couldn't get it off my mind. At first I thought it's something in the architecture or furnitures. But no. When everybody was out of the room I just had to investigate. It wouldn't let me sleep. I went to the couch, lifted the pillow and there was a fucking shit under it XDDDDD I put pillow in the same place and disappeared xDDDD

I always liked names that are strong like "Gage" "Ares" "Stone" "Steele". But also names that aren't any name or surname but something with meaning like "Bishop Angus" "Rogue Status" "Seven Dixon" Cool names.

Hahaha upfrontbear that is fucking amazing haahahaha. Can't believe that So your actual date didn't show up?

I don't remember cringy situations while dating actually.

I had 2 weird "meetings" so one of us had to get out yep. But other than that hm….
More like in the real life. Talking about the vicar made me remember something.

I'll tell you one idiotic story which happened in middle school. Not all countries have thing like middle school, but let me review quickly - it's probably the most fucked up time of a life and it's a fucking jungle not a school lol. Don't judge me please
So we were on a class trip once and the guys were playing footballs but some of us were just sitting with girls on the hill, watching from above. We had a laugh from almost everything but then noticed that behind us on the lower area near the fence there were some girls from a first class (we were the third). They were running from a lantern to lantern and when all of them made it there was a single taller one in the hood running all alone. We were kind of messing with the so I shouted "YEAH YOU WHORE RUN TO THAT LANTERN OR ELSE YOU'LL HAVE NO CLIENTS" (cause it's such a common thing that whores are standing under the lanterns at least we say it). The thing is when she reached the final lantern she took of the hood and it was a school Cathechist xD fuck. cringe.