Posts made by SemenDemon

I got really drunk on, I think, my 24th birthday and ordered two identical dildos on ebay (what was I thinking?!). I only ever owned those two "real" dildos (they are probably about 6-7 inches), but I had crafted my own or found suitable objects to function as dildos prior to that.

I also shoplifted a bullet vibrator from a novelty shop in a mall when I was a teenager… I used to stick it up my ass, but it's a lot more fun to use it on my cock. It's been a while since I whipped that out, though. Over the years, it's gotten kinda buggy and doesn't work that well.

I enjoy anal (giving and receiving), but sex in general, especially casual sex, has never been a huge motivation for me. I think I could live forever without ever having sex again and be okay. Yet, paradoxically, I DO enjoy it, and even want it, but I am fine going without it unless it literally falls in my lap, which it does occasionally. I've never initiated sex before myself, though, because I've never had any real urge to do so.

It's a bit like pot. I've never paid for it, but I'll smoke it if someone hands it to me. It's nice, but I seldom use it (about 3-4 times a year, if that). I never use it unless it's handed to me.

I wish I could say the same of alcohol, haha. At any rate, this thread is kind of interesting/reassuring on some level. I don't feel quite so weird anymore. ::)

Don't you guys realize you can download directly from xtube by creating an account and signing into it? Or am I missing something? I've never paid for it. I just have to be logged in and the download video button appears below the video window. FWIW, I have uploaded some things there in the past, so IDK if the download option is available to all users or only to uploaders, but I've downloaded hundreds of non-premium videos through xtube without ever paying a cent.

At any rate, there's tons of video grabbers available, too. I do have two plugin downloaders that I tend to work more consistently than others I've tried, though: "Video Downloader Professional" and "UnPlug". Both running in Firefox.

Macs are great out-of-the-box machines for graphic, audio and video applications (well, they are one you have Adobe's Creative Suite installed, anyway). Beyond that, they hold very little appeal for me. I don't like how everything is proprietary with them, for one thing. Also, PC's have the potential to do all that Macs can do just as well, often times for less money when building a custom machine, especially if you're willing to do some bargain hunting. The hardware is much more readily/easily customized to suit any purpose imaginable than a Mac is out of the box, and you're not spending tons of money on a lot of extruded/injection-molded white plastic when you build your own machine.

Mostly, though, I've just used PC's my whole life (outside of design classes), so they're more comfortable/familiar to me.

Perhaps. But only if I didn't take the time to clean my closet properly, which isn't always possible when it comes to spontaneous lovemaking. As a general rule, though, when I have time to prep, I do a thorough job, so I don't have a problem with it.

Just a heads up: GT.ru is seeding as normal again on my end. Thanks for fixing whatever it was. Hopefully other peoples' issues can get sorted too.

It appears to be a site-wide problem. Just be patient. I think it's affecting all, most, or at least many users.

Well, I'm somewhat relieved to hear it's not just me, though I've never actually experienced problems with this tracker before today. I can't actually recall any previous instances where I was unable to seed here until today, though I've seen others complaining about being unable to. As of now, nothing is seeding on my end, though.

I think a lot of people are in denial because of the stigma that exists in a lot of places against homosexuality (I've always been skeptical about the percentages presented. I think there's probably a lot more 'mos out there than anyone realizes). We have more rights than ever, but non-heterosexuality is still a controversial subject for a lot of people. Simple as that.

I went through my whole "I'm not gay, it's just a phase!" and "I'm not gay, I'm just bisexual!" period in high school, too. But, finally, I realized being gay didn't have any bearing on who I was as a person. I admittedly don't advertise it to most people. I simply hate the idea of being someone's trophy/token fag. I don't want to be considered "interesting" (or worse, "useful"), on the basis of orientation, as if it defines me as a human being. But, beyond that, and the minor discomfort of knowing some people will always think of me as "weird" or "gross" for being gay, I am not at all uncomfortable with it. Maybe I'm lucky in that respect, though, because I think there's a lot of people who never come to terms and get comfortable–even happy--with it themselves on an individual level.

@raphjd:

To the self loathing

Gimme a fucking break.

"Healthy" depends on a lot of factors, like whether or not calories are taken into consideration, or if it's simply a matter good nutritional content. Even very nutritious foods may be deemed "unhealthy" (high in calories, carbs, whatever) by some (nut butters, for instance).

That said, I really like ants on a log, which is just celery with peanut butter inside and raisins on top of the PB. I know it's supposed to be a "kid" snack, but I still really enjoy it.

I have long hair that I almost always keep in a ponytail right now. But I do, once every decade or so, go through a period of getting it cut cheaply 2-4 times, then shaving my head bald a handful of times once I get sick of paying for haircuts. Eventually, I just let it grow really long again, if I can stand to stick it out through that long "shaggy period", once it starts growing out again. Rinse, repeat.

The "Black Balled" series, from what I've seen, features multiple black guys on one white guy. IDK of any films that feature more than one white guy getting "gangbanged" by black men, but it seems like there's lots of multiple guys on one white guy videos out there. Like, tons.

@Fisto:

If there really isn't a video for literally any other minority then why would they REQUIRE you on threat of losing your job to watch it? I guess in Illinois, it's bad enough that they need a video for gay people. Hoping people will read this and consider the nuance in what happened. It is a workplace REQUIREMENT to watch the video which is why he's being punished. You don't punish people JUST for being close minded.

Total agreement. 100%

I don't think I'm ugly or anything, just quite average and pretty out of shape, so I am not one to show myself off to people. And I am also paranoid, despite having nothing to lose showing my face, being neither intriguing/handsome enough to stalk or wealthy enough to blackmail. I'm buzzed enough not to care that much right now anyway. Both of these pics are ~4-5 years old.

First one is me doing a stupid pose right before getting all my hair chopped off. The second one was taken about a month later. If I look like I'm tripping in that picture, that's because I was (DXM ::) I was in my early 20's, what can I say?). I was also trying to mask my big, fat lip there. You wouldn't know from looking at me that I have any Native American ancestry (not that I have much to begin with), but that's because all my Injun blood is sequestered inside my big, fat lips and nose, heh.

Vanbuilderass - Choices
Objectively speaking, the vocalist is terrible. For some reason, I still love this song.

You're not looking hard enough. Popular music–that is, music that gets played in heavy rotation on commercial radio, particularly since the rise of Clear Channel (now called iHeartMedia)--has always been mostly complete crap.

And the stuff from decades ago that doesn't suck has been played so much that I can't stand to listen to it anymore. I really enjoy Soft Cell, for instance. But, if you live in the US, the only Soft Cell song you've ever heard on the radio in the last 20 god damn years is "Tainted Love". It's made me hate that song, which is not even a bad song in and of itself. I still always skip it when it starts playing because I'm never in the mood to hear it for the umpteenth time. It takes me out of the "Soft Cell experience" and makes me feel more like I'm sitting through a Nabisco commercial when I hear it (I don't doubt it's been used in one of their ads at some point). They had better original material anyway.

I honestly don't get what "size queens" are on about. Prostates are, what, about 3" inside? Really, girth is a lot more important than length in terms of pleasure potential. but even that is not the be-all, end-all of sex. It's all about how people use what they've got.

Not in my only experience, no.

It seemed all "cool" when I opened up to him about my feelings, but we don't even speak anymore now. I guess the plus side is I'm over him…

I'm not quite sure what you're asking, but music and musicians that generally seem to appeal to gay men, straight women and, for some reason, the Japanese, are often theatrical, flamboyant, extravagant and avant-garde. I guess Coil was essentially "gay" music. At least I always thought of their music that way. Not as music "for" or "about" gay culture/identity, but music borne of gay sensibilities.

Jobriath also comes to mind. And, to a lesser extent, Death in June. Particularly the early material.