More came out, now around 1000 pages.
The killer discussed her autism diagnosis, race, and her desire for “black love and acceptance”...
the killer was highly focused on gender identity. The journals contain many pages expressing the shooter’s belief that she was a man born in “the wrong body.”
note - delusional ⬆ ⬇ & sad
"If I had puberty blockers back then, I would have transitioned a long time ago but I didn’t know you could possibly change your sex....I’d like to dispose my vagina."
Change gender if you like, but you still can't change sex - what is genetic & inborn.
Like many, Hale conflated or confused sex & gender.
So-called "puberty blockers" are chemical castration drugs that give kids permanent damage, to include osteoporosis, stunted growth, sterility & tinydick.
to go on
In an entry dated June 6, 2021, the killer wrote about the two students who shot and killed 15 people at Columbine High School in April 1999. “Eric and Dylan were gods...I feel I am the reincarnation of Dylan Klebold.
A racist, she wanted power to play God on people:
In a diary entry shortly thereafter, the killer wrote about how epic it would have been if she had shot up her own high school to “kill all the white kids,” “kill my own race,” “destroy all the white people who are teachers,” and “let all the black kids go, unless if I don’t like you.”
& homophobic. On top of her "faggot" comments, she couldn't handle being lesbian.
"I thought you could only be gay or bi and that’s the fate you had. But transgender [is better]..."