Posts made by gaygaye

I can't even look at myself. So how can I blame the people?

So where is love?

None. I'm all alone in this world. Forever lol

@jbak87:

gaygaye, I think that many gay men across the world share your experience. Rudeness, insensitivity, extreme superficiality, very high standards…...

It is interesting that you're from Turkiye. Where in Turkiye do you live? Where did you learn to speak in English?

I learnt it from gay porns Just kidding. I got english courses before university. I live in Izmir. It's more secular and open minded rather than other cities but that doesn't help me about my personal life at all.

@baselmarcus:

You seem like a really nice guy. Keep an open mind and look in the right places - don't know what they are in Turkey. But hang in there - you will find your Mr. Right soon.

Thank you for your positive words. I don't know really where they are. But I know most gays use hornet and twitter which I never used. Maybe they are out of reach just like me.

@bebekid:

@gaygaye:

Interesting but lately I began to notice while I'm roaming in the streets some men lay their eyes on me passing by me. I don't know why and I don't know why that doesn't work on the net.

Because the men like what they see  :cheesy2:

I think they are looking to my beard (Most women look other women too, that doesn't mean they are lesbians), otherwise if they are looking at me because of they like me, that doesn't help me at all lol. Also lots of people look at their smart phones while they are walking. They don't look around, they don't see the world, I cannot see their eyes, that's already sad.

Interesting but lately I began to notice while I'm roaming in the streets some men lay their eyes on me passing by me. I don't know why and I don't know why that doesn't work on the net.

I hope so, but my expectations are not high. I care myself more rather than before, and they say I have a style but I don't know. I'm lack of passion and faith, I think. And it is not a easy thing to build a serious relationship in a conservative country with full of homophobic people. It is not a rare thing that some homosexuals are getting married to a woman to accomodate themselves into the society.

By the way, I ran across an Italian's facebook account yesterday and searched through his friend list. There were about 5000 people, nearly all of them was male and muscular, bearded guys who follow each other. All of them look same, their profiles are only full of narcissistic selfies and interiors which consist of rich, extravagant houses or places. I could count only a couple of handsome guys but hey, I think those self-obsessed guys think they are god. It is unbelieveable these people live on Earth. It was first for me. Don't offense but Italian guys are not so handsome (even some of them have cosmetic surgery and botox) but if I coincidentally met one of these guys, I'm sure they would ignore me instantly (as I would ignore them lol). What I understood from these profiles is they worship only EXTREME manliness. Oh, I'm still in shock, is this a porn nightmare?

Thank you for clarification. It felt a little bit better I think.

If you are ugly, don't even try. They will not find you attactive because of you just have abs!

I'm 35 year old gay who lives in Turkey and until that day I've never been in a serious relationship. I don't even know what does it like. I had only some one-night-stands, just all. And after this short datings, I felt always like dirt. So? I'm not handsome, I don't think I'm Brad Pitt but I don't feel like I'm ugly. I find unattractive myself because of others. Moreover I don't understand gay community. Everyone seems like have high standarts, they treat you like dirt and don't care you are a person who have emotions. You don't need to fill personal info in the dating sites, because they care only your face! (or other parts!) So I'm gay but I feel lonely, not because of heterosexuals, just because of my own orientation! Even this gay marriage discussions sound like first world problems. Man, even some people can't find a partner in this world. I came out, so what? I just feel I got a curse which I should live with it forever. I'm thinking suicide day by day. I just want to ask does anyone here feel like me but I'm sure I'm asking the question in the wrong place!

Being gay?

Being not understanding or finding not attractive by your own orientation.

It's like living in hell x 2

Wedding is a lie of heterosexual society, so why should we insist on this authoritarian practice? We must break the wheel, must not be part of it. Also even unmarried gays don't have a single relationship, so why should I trust a gay partner just we signed a contract? If you all gays are delusional or you just insist on this just for the sake of heterosexuals doing this. Universal stupidity?

I found a partner in a sex cinema in Turkey (I don't know Copenhagen but this was a shitty place, going there was a crazy idea in the first place but I was curious) We went to my apartment and after a short and hard action he said when will we meet again? But never answered my calls.

I didn't use any dating sites for about seven years or something. I was using gaydar before but it seems it does not popular or I'm not attactive for gays anymore lol. Are there any new sites or should I return to my asexual life again?

Berke Banks