Posts made by twinkerzzz

hysterical - any pictures ?

well i wonder if thats true
the hater is really trying to love - but he only knows how to love through extermination
it's a tired old cliche isnt it - about 3 billion yrs old

these things usually boil down to the rise of specific personalities within the ranks who get their moment of glory and bring down their wrath upon the world…..
violence is a form of pornography after all...

mmmm that is interesting… scouts....

god the whole thing is so 1950s - both the hysteria and the institution

good good good good good good good oggod

i never understood why it has been aceptable to have records about murdering and decaptiating gays but the same for lynching blacks is seen as the opitomy of shame.
absolutly staggering

well i never - he's obviously destined for greatness

when these despotic murdering tyrants who think they act for the good of their god suddenly go on a rant to persecute some group or other what do you think it is that set them off on some self righteous bender…?

maybe their milk was off that morning, or their 50th  3 million pound new private jet  expected from japan has been delayed .... i mean - i really think this is what it comes down to with these maniacs.

mmm
which all goes to show that the rule of law and democracy in brazil is about as corrupt as anywhere else in latin america

well it seems a bit odd
the collossium and the circus maximus have been well known gay cruising grounds for centuries.

I do know that Rome went on a campaign to clean up it's decaying monuments in recent years and there was a film made mouring the loss of the trannie and gay subculture that had existed in these ruined and overgrown sites for eternity.

So i suspect that the arrest is part of an enforcement of change coupled with a tention between the present hard nosed ultra rightwing pope and the forces of gay liberation that threaten to do to the catholic church what has happened to the Anglican church.

the terror of straight parents when it comes to their children…..it's utterly shameful.
One day the world will look at this time and see how demented we were - not teaching children the real facts of life
This idea that you must hold back images of gay people from the very young is so pervasive - even amoung my own generation who have parented the current adolecent generation - they grow up in the wild and free 60s and 70s but boy were they conservative parents.....

thats a great list
its also quite a frightening list

darling darling darling

you is never ever going to get through to the people who got religion cos when they get god they go mad in the head.
They dont want you to undermine that book - they want to believeeeeee in the word of god , they want to believeeeee in repentance from your sins o sinner man - bow before the son of god alleluyah aaaaammenn - Lord god almighty….

They dont want some friggin upstart liberal explaining all sorts of reasonable and logical crap about history and education. Hell no. Give them the word of the Lord and damn them sinners to burn in hell .

Cos that's what they're into.

hhmmm well yes
to be honest with you the feel of the ad is very toungue-in-cheek
it's not exactly gay domestic bliss - it's more straight couple taking the piss

im not at all bothered that this ad has beed withdrawn because i would far prefer to see something more flattering representing a gay family than bad food and scarcastic grumpy bloke.

i saw the original broadcast of that bareback expose
generally speaking its kind of saying unsafe sex is creeping back into a new generation of gay porn after 2 decades of it's absence. It was also saying that there was no reason to think it was any safer to do so , exept for it being the attitude of a new generation who were tired of the cultural restrictions brought along by aids.

Che Che La rue also runs anti bareback awareness.

But the industry players say that the porn world is much more regulated and actors have regular tests. Also aids doesnt kill you today, you can medicate.

But the general concern was that young gays think they are immune from the effects of aids and are taking risks with their lives.

how many films in numbers is gbs and tbs ??

well they have been very fashionable of late - i know what you mean about the sensuality of leather
but to be honest i wouldnt want to live with one - it's a bit too slippery and scrunchy and i like to sink into my feather cushioned sofas…..

well my father is from Columbo & is  Sri lankan - but i never met him - i look 'desi' (never heard of this ) but my mum was white french from paris - but then i was raised in England by an Anglo-Irish white family who love Scotland…........

where are you from - say more about desi as i wonder what all that is about - what is it like being gay in bangladesh. I lived off brick lane in London for 4 years which is very bangladeshi - but i never noticed a desi as you call it - but the bangla boys were very charming and well behaved being muslim...I tended to go for the brutal white boxer boys at the local boxing club in bethnal green -

Well regret is a strong but specific term - here's the dictionary definition:

verb
feel sad, repentant, or disappointed over (something that has happened or been done, )
• used in polite formulas to express apology for or sadness over something unfortunate or unpleasant.
• archaic feel sorrow for the loss or absence of (something pleasant).
noun
a feeling of sadness, repentance, or disappointment over something that has happened or been done.
• (often regrets) an instance or cause of such a feeling.
• (often one's regrets) used in polite formulas to express apology for or sadness at an occurrence or an inability to accept an invitation : please give your grandmother my regrets.

The second part of your question applies this notion to any notion of being gay.
SO no - there is not anything i regret as such about being gay
BUT
there are other words i do use like resent and annoyed to specifically describe prejudice , the damage prejudice does to people and the experiences that are potentially denied them because of that damage.

Regret has connotations of selfreproach. All humans have to contend with a degree of failure or mistakes made in a life time - regret is part of coming to terms with oneself - part of the process of learning, growing and getting through life -  but i don't think it should be an end in itself - that is too morbid, too defeatist and whether striaght , bi or gay - i would say you shouldnt regret life itself.

you say wierd rather than best or exotic or marvelous …...

wierd is quite hard to define  - : London England....
1. cottaging is quite wierd - but i loved having sex in old toilets when i was young and horny.
2. The boxer's steam baths in East London - the sauna was an orgy box with hardnut boxers slurping cock & shooting cum one minute and then being all hard and straight macho outside in the social area the next.
3. The old toilets at Liverpool St Station was a victorian wonderland of hot cock orgy with city suit boys.
4. I had sex once on the Old GLC building opposite the Houses of Parliament - we climbed the roof and had rampant sex on a hot night totally naked infront of BigBen.
5. Hampstead heath on hot nights are wild - jerk off circle orgies in the forests in the dark - amazing what people will do in the open - guys lying down being sprayed with cum by loads of people - guys all dressed up kinky, with dressess and bras with hard cocks and assess wandering around in the dark.
6. Cleopatra's needle - i had sex on the steps leading down to the water with a hansom lad - i sucked his cock but the double deck of the buses could see us.
7. I stummbled upon a gay orgy in an arch under London Bridge station once , during rush hour.
8. I had a series of sexual encounters with a death and dumb young man which was wierd .
9. In this gap by a nisson hut in Holland Park school late at night.
10. In a vicarage in west London with the vicar's son - he wanted me to call him pig and we fucked in everyroom in the house - his parents bedroom had a photo of the queen on the bedside table - it was hysterical - piggy piggy piggy suck on this

Abroad:
1. The darkrooms of amsterdam.
2. The dark rooms / video porn rooms of William Higgin's club in Prague
3. The old Stalin sq in Prague - loads of sex there.
3. The park that runs throught the centre of Stuttgart in Germany - where all the gays have sex - germans are great for sex
4. In paris a guy picked me up from the Jardin Tulliers and he grovelled like some mad man whilst virtually chewing off my cock in the servants stairwell of his grand apartment building on the Champs Elyseese. At one point the lights went off - cos the light switch was on a timer and we were in the total dark - he went crazy with it all.
5. Scotland - Edinburgh - there's this grave yard on Carlton Hill and this man begged like a saint on his knees with his toungue hanging out , his trousers down and wanking himself off. Very scottish...

So conclusion is part of what constitutes wierd is how the people behave in a situation cos it transforms the ordinary into something wierd.

1. I think you should visit bi-sexual support & information sites  - you will find that the development for bis is particular to bi people and very different to gay people. The question you pose is typical of bi-sexual development and their framework is very different to gay people. For example a common solution for bi-aware people is to prioritse their relationshhips within the framework of a 'primary' and 'secondary' partner. Bis have to live with the difficult condition of needing to emotionally invest in two different genders. They have different solutions to their own bi-specific problems.

2. You use the expression 'fall in love'.  Falling in love is an elusive term. Love itself, the fundamentals of entrusting oneself to another - for many many people this is very difficult and even those who partner may never feel this all the time.

Love can be written about in volumes - it's complexities and depths, it's interpretation -if it exists, what it is , what it isnt…..you seem to expect it from your circumstance or as a defining presence of the time you choose to settle down. But that may not be the case.

When the time comes for you to partner, there may be many factors that force the issue of settling down into your life, and falling in love may not come into it. You may grow into love through familiarity - love is about life - it s 'big' - it doesnt always 'arrive' - it might take years for you/anyone to recognise it's presence in your/their world - to understand what it is as a value - who it reaches out to - and how you choose to express it -

I don't think any conversation about loving, love or being in love should be mixed up with establishing who one is comfortable having sex with and in what way or extent that sex occurs. Love is something else.

I would say your responsibility to yourself is to be honest about your sexual orientations first and then seek out information from the appropriiate sources to help you to continue to grow and establish your own unique finger print. In that way when loves manifests , you will be able to treat it with respect without any self deceit, conflict, or betrayal occuring in the relationship.

well i never
but filthy sex is good with anybody…..
geeks - like scientists can be absolutly filthy as hell - it is so hot
doctors too and plasterers and friut sellers in the street market -

why stereotype your look - if it's filthy sex you desire.....