Posts made by Domosuke

That was a good article, but some that The Advocate article didn't mention.

Durand Bernarr
Youtube Video

Rahsaan Patterson
Youtube Video

Steve Lacy
Youtube Video

I would like to think so. I think it's a misconception, when I say believe in true love, I believe in perfect matches. Which isn't necessarily true. Someone can be your perfect match, but still have things about them that are different from yourself and such etc. So yes, I do believe in true love.

I don't know. That's just what I think anyways.

Definitely Vinyl/LP music records. I feel they are really underrated, and people into music, prefer MP3's or CD's. There are other people into Vinyl, but it doesn't seem to be that many.

I live in the LA area, and I go to Amoeba Records (which is a really good record store in Los Angeles.) sometimes. I haven't gone recently, because they renovated into a new building just around the corner, and I believe that new building is now open, but I still haven't gone, but I'm sure I'll visit again soon.

I found so many good finds on Vinyl. I just add to my collection, which is adding up and pretty expansive as it is. Especially 70s, 80s and 90s music. I also got some Vinyl of current and new releases as well.

They sort their Vinyl into genres. So Rock, Metal, Jazz, Blues, County, Adult Contemporary, Dance, Disco, Electro, Pop, World, Latin, European, Import, and my personal favorite, which is R&B/Hip Hop/Rap/Soul/Funk.

I remember I got a Vinyl copy of one of Jim Nabors (the guy who played Gomer Pyle. I had no idea he did music) albums. I also got a KD Lang Vinyl record, and some Earth Wind and Fire records. Yes.

So Vinyl records, is kinda my obscure hobby that I like I suppose. Yeah.

.
 Public melt down, needs a break

Fuck this forum. Just ban me. All you guys are pieces of shit.

Since I can't get a boyfriend. I'm now gonna turn mad. Thanks a lot.

Ugh I feel so upset for some reason. I'm sad that I probably will kill myself very soon.

All I wanted was a boyfriend. All of this could have been prevented.

Now things are sadly going to turn ugly. Ugh.

@abigwater:

@Domosuke:

He's allowed to have his opinion though, like I'm allowed to have mine. I don't know why you guys are attacking him like that.

To be honest, I kinda agree with him, and he's kinda right.

It's just sad. I feel like giving up almost.

I have many opinions about this but I only have one thing left to say. You guys deserve each other.

What? I just said that he's allowed to have his opinion, and I agreed with him somewhat on suicide. Damn. Why are you twisting the situation up like that.

He's allowed to have his opinion though, like I'm allowed to have mine. I don't know why you guys are attacking him like that.

To be honest, I kinda agree with him, and he's kinda right.

It's just sad. I feel like giving up almost.

I don't have a family no.

My mother passed when I was 9. My twin brother passed when he was 14.

I'm' 27 now, and I have distant relatives whom either disowned me, or pretend I don't exist.

I fucking hate being gay.

I wish I had a boyfriend.

I'm tired of daydreaming about crushes and shit. I want a guy.

I can picture the man I want.

He's so quirky, and goofy, and nerdy and masculine and a big teddy bear.

If I wasn't a nigger faggot I would have him

Fuck I hate being gay.

@PIT1980:

Im a bit confused how can you hate being gay, and then want a boyfriend?

All I can say is, be yourself.  There are 7 billion people on this planet.  Quite a few of those people are gay.  Live your life and one day, he will just walk into your life.  But seriously, dont be a downer.  Look at the positives.  Travel, see the world, enjoy life!

Tor

Bullshit for me. It might help someone else, but not me. I originally was happy at that post, but I changed my mind.

I want him now, or at least a hint of him.

No fucking motivation.

This racist ass community.

He's not out there. I don't think he is. Nobody likes me.

There is no positives.I should have died. After my twin brother died I stopped caring, because was gay as well and he had crushes. Actually we both had the same crushes on the same guys that went to our school. He died way too young. It's not fair.

I just want to be happy.

I just want to fucking die. I hate being gay so much. I feel so alone, and nobody loves me.

Fuck this.

@gaypraha2:

you should first fix things with yourself THEN search for love. you said you dont want meds and therapy. that's a real real pity it helps trust me. I have asperger and it helps. its not perfect but only then you can expect to meet someone that will love you.

I'm not against medication.

I just don't think I need it for my mental condition.

If I was sick with the flu, then yes I would take meds to get better.

But I'm not taking antidepressants or any of that.

This is a gay porn forum, accept my fucking choice.

I like to drink liquor and smoke marijuana and cigarettes responsibly as well, so sorry. I'm not taking pills.

I'm willing just to live with the fact I have a mental disorder.

I just need positive reinforcement, like a boyfriend.

I'm not changing so fuck that. I want a man sorry.

Because what if I change and I still don't get a fucking man, then what? So sorry.

I already told you my story and my twin brother died. So that's over with. Fuck that.

I want a boyfriend.

@Kekkaishi:

@Domosuke:

@warpaint:

The truth is - having a boyfriend won't fix your life.
If you hate being gay - be straight.
If you don't feel straight - accept being gay.
If you're unhappy - you'll still be unhappy but in a relationship.
Believe me. This is how it works.
So find a meaning, find a hobby reorganise yourself.
If you don't like something in you - change it.
If you hate being feminine - don't be.
Start gaining mass, go to the gym, put up a little muscle.
When you'll accept yourself - then it will be time to find a boyfriend.

How dare you say that. A boyfriend will help. I want a man.

You can't change being gay.

I'm not changing myself.

I want a boyfriend. So all of that is bullshit.

I actually agree with most of his points. I believe he was just trying to help you by being direct. No need to get upset

No he wasn't.

He was telling me not to be myself, what the fuck?

Ugh I'm so upset right now.

This was a few years ago. I was caught my first and only time attempting to cruise at the university I dropped out of. I'm a virgin, so I never had sex with any man. But I would still try to peek at other guys dicks and shit, and see if they felt the same or whatever. These guys were just no fun, at all, and I'm kinda glad they weren't, because who wants to have sex in a stank ass restroom anyways. I didn't have sex with anyone. I was only looking. There is no law that says I can't look at a guy at a urinal lol.

Which at the time I was in the science and engineering department so it was more natural looking guys  (I'm not going back to school, it's a long story. I don't know what I want to study so for right now, I'm not going back to school)

I was kinda being a troll about it too. I remember I would lock the stall doors shut except leave one open so all the guys had to use the urinals and stuff.

Anyways, long fucking story short. This one guy who (looked very faggoty and feminine himself. So of all the guys to snitch on me lol) kept looking at me funny.

Next thing I know, the school security guards came in asked me to follow them. I said no. So at that time, that was my hint to get the fuck out of there.

The restrooms on the campus were apart of this long road and path leading out to the parking lots and out to the city street. So before I could leave off this path, two police officers approached me.

Me being stupid, I gave them my name and drivers license, and they said could they search my tote bag, and being stupid again I let them search my stuff, (which I didn't have anything incriminating), l like no condoms or sex toys or cameras or anything.) But I lied and said whoever said I was doing all of that was wrong. I said if I didn't commit any crime, can you just release me.

At that point they just took my name and walked off. I feel kinda lucky about that, as it could have went way worse and badly for me.

Suffice to say, I never cruised again. I'd rather just wait to have a boyfriend or something (which I'm still looking for love) rather than have sex in a restroom.

That's why I kinda advocate against guys cruising. If you are in a committed relationship with a guy, and you guys want to go camping and have sex outdoors, then that's different. But it's not worth it having sex with random guys in a restroom. We don't have to do that stuff anymore, and further make being a gay man a bad thing for us.

My advice for any guys caught cruising, is to don't say shit to police. You don't have to tell them or give them anything.

But yeah, that's my story.

@Aridity:

I have autism too and started dating for my first time (ever) at 27–but by the sound of it you aren't ready for a relationship.  As RuPaul says, "If you can't love yourself, how in the hell you gonna love somebody else?"  If you hate being gay and don't want to live, you're not ready to be in a relationship--you need to go to a doctor and sort out your issues first.  Having another person in your life will not fix those things.

If you're not interested in seeing a doctor and working hard at improving your condition, then there's really nothing anyone can do to help.

Fuck Rupaul. I mean I like some of his tracks and music from back in the day, fuck him. His boyfriend is very handsome though. Ugh. He's not a motivator at all though. He was lucky to be apart of the Club Kids who were a bunch of guys who did drugs and partied all day and all night. So I don't know. Plus that saying is so cliche.

I was born an identical twin who was also gay, and he died when he was only 14 of cancer.

Yeah I hate being gay, but I would like a boyfriend to feel better about myself. The fact gay men are all fucking robots on this site, doesn't motivate me. Not one guy has offered anything remotely close to empathy or anything.

So ironic on a gay site devoted to fucking and porn.

So therapy is my only option? That's not gonna help with me wanting love and romance and a partner.

You're on a fucking gay porn torrent site, so shut the fuck up with your morals.

I want a boyfriend. I'm probably gonna die soon myself, so fuck you. I want a man to sleep with before that. I don't care.

@dzirlo:

so u opened a thread where you just want to contradict everyone no matter how helpful what they say is.
that's ok too to, if you just need a virtual punching bag, maybe that helps you.

That, and everyone has given shitty advice, including you, by only egging me on.

@chinabxy:

@Domosuke:

https://forum.gaytorrent.ru/index.php?topic=56038

I hate being gay
I hate being black
I hate being feminine
I hate how nobody loves me.

I don't have anybody to turn to. At all.

I feel porn is all I have, and porn is good. It is. But I wish I had a boyfriend.

I feel like I'm never gonna be happy.

I'm' 27 and I've never had a boyfriend and I'm just getting impatient.

Ugh.

I'm really thinking of suicide or similar and worse things.

to be honest, I am 30 years old, and I am still a virgin. I never had a boyfriend, and I am not coming out, both my parents and relatives and colleagues are put tons of pressure on me about marriage, but I am still alive, I dont want to be married a person I dislike. so I am still signle. still waiting. despite of those pressure.
Be a man, and be brave. life will be better.

BULL FUCKING SHIT.

you just spouted so much depressing shit. You said, "My family is possibly homophhobic and I'm not out. They are pressuring you to marry a girl. Just hold on, life gets better"

How the fuck is that shit supposed to motivate me?

How fucking dare you say "It will get better."

It won't. I had a really bad day today. To where if I a had a boyfriend I probably wouldn't be feeling suicidal right now.

I'm just done. I want a boyfriend and can't get one.

Life fucking won't get better. I waited too damn long.

I'm 27 and you're 30 and I can't wait that long sorry. Ugh.

@trukr:

@Domosuke:

I don't take medication, and I don't want to. That's my choice.

Well I like opposite guys, as you could tell from another thread I posted. With for some reason Jewish and Russian men I find the most appealing really.
https://forum.gaytorrent.ru/index.php?topic=55895.0

I'm just trying it really hard to stay motivated and happy.

I like opposite men.

I have hobbies, which is hip hop dancing, breakdancing and doing gymnastics and I like hip hop and disco and urban music, but I don't want men in those hobbies.

I want opposite guys.

Yeah…it’s your choice if you wanna take medication or not. I was just thinking that there might be some medication that could help you feel better, but sometimes the side effects aren’t worth it.

How much do you prefer a guy to be opposite of you?
You said you don’t want to share the same hobbies, what about other interests, beliefs, opinions?

You would have to give specific examples.

There was a gay/bi guy I had a deep crush on, through a video chat room I used to visit, and he's very pale and Slavic/Russian looking, and he's kinda pudgy too. He is very racist, and has a very odd vibe about him. He's really into art and sculpting, and using fire art. He supposedly lives in the United States now, but he's not originally from there. I've talked to him and he has made fun of the way I look and said very racist and homophobic things to me.

Now ordinarily, really me and this guy would be so incompatible it's not funny. But to me I became so infatuated with this guy, and the fact he's gay/bi himself, I really wanted him.

I feel if I wasn't black and gay, things could have worked out. I don't know.

Fuck.

@trukr:

Sorry to hear you're so depressed. Maybe a change in medication can help if you're taking a prescription? That might help you see the world differently, more positively, and may attract more of they sort of guys you like to you. Please forget about suicide, things can get better for you at any moment. There's someone out there for you, believe that! I don't know what kind of guys you like, or where to tell you to look, maybe a group/club of guys who share similar interests if you haven't tried that yet?

I don't take medication, and I don't want to. That's my choice.

Well I like opposite guys, as you could tell from another thread I posted. With for some reason Jewish and Russian men I find the most appealing really.
https://forum.gaytorrent.ru/index.php?topic=55895.0

I'm just trying it really hard to stay motivated and happy.

I like opposite men.

I have hobbies, which is hip hop dancing, breakdancing and doing gymnastics and I like hip hop and disco and urban music, but I don't want men in those hobbies.

I want opposite guys.