Posts made by brianboru72

Erasure: Phantom Bride

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The Wallflowers: One Headlight

Nothing is forever…
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Yes, I'm out to both my parents.

The person below me– has watched or participated in a live sex show.

There are a couple of stand out shows from Netflix I always recommend:

Bojack Horseman- This quirky animated series started strong and just keeps getting better. Season 3 just finished.

Jessica Jones- This was one of the best Marvel shows on the small screen- even better than Daredevil in my opinion, and this is where Luke Cage gets introduced too.

Grace and Frankie- Two women whose husbands divorce them and marry each other. Hijinks folllow. This series has humor and heart- the gays are aging but adorable nonetheless.

Sorry no hot shirtless hunks among these shows- but I really think they make for great binge watching.

Hi! If you've got some to spare, I'd really appreciate it. Thanks for the generous offer!  :love:

Here's one of my torrents:
https://www.gaytorrent.ru/details.php?id=11657e7b5f8c97f4e66fd3c88adee1d0ff34ea5ded5f0ca9

I agree- this looks really promising! Have you explored the site that's marked on the photo- "gaybf.com"? I'm not sure if it requires membership but it's something worth exploring.

If anyone does find and uploads it, PM me and I'll add 100 seed bonus to the 200 already offered. 

Hah! Yes, I do! Mainly because my last boyfriend sang a really awesome version of Toxic.  :cheers:

The person below me–has been/is willing to be- in a relationship with an older man- at least 10 years older or more.

For Charmed fans out there…. 

Love Spit Love: How Soon Is Now?
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Woah! Damn fine pics! Thanks for sharing. That ass- so hot! 

@eastonkellan:

Is it true that there is a leakage of Arthur Mariano jacking off and is this him?

Yes he has jack off videos that leaked.  :cool2: Here's one of the links:

http://www.pornhub.com/view_video.php?viewkey=ph55c9ebbb69b9d

Pretty much what everyone here has been saying- bareback is only an option in a safe, monogamous relationship where you both get tested to be extra safe. Otherwise, not worth the risk.

Diving and swimming are pretty great but–

--for me nothing beats watching the GYMNASTICS team go at it!!!  :cheesy2:

Yes! I have a Dachshund named Cooper!  :love:

The person below me–likes to go swimming! Nude swimming!

I've actually got a great Dad- easy to talk to, and with a warm sense of humor. He may not approve of my being gay, but he has accepted it and it hasn't stopped us from staying close.

My Mom on the other hand is the textbook case of being overbearing, and domineering. If I'm not mistaken one of the cliche gay issues.

I guess it has been 50/50 for me. Others might have been luckier and had both parents being supportive and kind.

@idesigay:

What about you, are you going to marry a girl, if not then what are you telling your parents for not marrying a girl?

Well, what I did was come out and tell them that I'm gay. It was difficult, and they weren't happy about it- but they stopped pushing me to get married. After that day, we don't really talk about it-I don't bring guys to meet them, and they don't ask about my love life.

I know it might be different for you, but if you think you and your family can handle it, I think you should consider coming out to them. For me it was worth it for the freedom I now have.

Though the campaign was filled with unprecedented negativity, and even though Trump seems to be one of the most unqualified to hold the position, I really hope for the best for America and by extension the rest of the world. The only reason outsiders care so much is because the influence of America is felt all over the world.

May the new President overcome his failings and rise to the job. I still need to recover from the shock.

Ah, what a day it has been. 

New Order: Shellshock
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Because it's a big day for America.

Arcadia: Election Day
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@byassi11:

I keep wondering if i'll be able to not pretend to be someone else in order to please others, i have done that for a long time, losing weight for instance wasn't much of a choice, i set in my head that i needed to be skinny and after my weight loss felt like nothing has changed, didn't made feel less or more good-looking to myself. We tend to forget who we really are in this entire process just to massage our egos with some compliments, which i think are never enough.

I'd just like to answer this clearly- YES! You can and should reach a point where you stop pretending to be someone else and just BE YOURSELF. That's the only way you can have a meaningful relationship that is more than just a random hookup.

Many of the things you worry about- size/looks/weight etc. are the things which matter most when making random hookups. But if you really want a relationship- then you have to show your true self and find someone who likes you for who you really are. We've all got insecurities to deal with, and it's a good idea to build your confidence while putting yourself out there.

You will face rejection and that's fine. Pick yourself up and try again. We all go through that because in the end, finding that special someone is worth all the pain of rejection. 

I'm also living in a country where family pushes you to get married and can become insistent and meddling. In the end, the final solution for me was (after coming out to close friends) I worked up the courage to just flat out tell my parents that I am gay and not interested in marrying a woman. It sort of helped that by this time my younger brother had just gotten married- and my sister in law was pregnant so they were assured of a grandchild.

I know how hard it can be, but that was a turning point for me. They were not fully accepting, but they didn't reject me either. They didn't even ask me to move out. I eventually did so and found an apartment where I could live the way I wanted.

So-just to add to all the great advice you've already gotten from others- I say come out to your immediate family, if you are willing. If not, seriously try to find a job far away- in another city or country even, just to be able to live your life away from their shadow. It's not easy at the start, but it is worth all the hardship. You don't want to get into a sham marriage- it is not fair to you or the woman.

Take it one step at a time, explore job options and send in applications- as many as you can. Good luck. I hope things work out for you! Thanks for sharing your story with us.  :hug: