Posts made by pillowbiter

@raphjd The 6 RW judges on the court are completely corrupt.

I have been searching for this as well. There are plenty of gay related forums, but a social community that encompasses all things seems to be missing. Perhaps we should create one!

Online or in book form, I love reading MM novels. Currently, I'm enjoying reading, "The Ghost and Charlie Muir" The book, "Red, White, and Royal Blue," is excellent. It's currently in production as a movie. There also the novel, "Less." It's a Pulitzer prize winner.

All of the above are great reads, but for me, I need lots and lots of filth and nastiness.

@ianfontinell That experience with the condom only confirmed my desire for raw uninhibited sex.

Victor Victoria, but I'm not sure that counts.

Bareback. Ever since the hunky black quarterback of my HS football team, popped my cherry at the tender age of 15.

In undergrad, I learned I was allergic to latex when I was putting on a condom. My dick burned for days.

As a bottom, I really get off having my hole pounded without mercy... It give me a loud super intense O. CutlerX or Peto Coast are fantasy fucks. Who else likes it rough?

@duke4172 It's especially fun with the sunroof open while passing a semi truck driver.

Bareback. For me, the feeling of skin on skin is intoxicating.

Right hand, but sometimes I use both. However, I prefer be edged by another hand.

Can only narrow it down to 2. I'm greedy  >:D: CutlerX and Peto Coast

Greetings, fellow Seattle citizen!

Yep. My BF and I have been banging away.

When I read your post, it was like looking at myself in a mirror. As the youngest of 3 boys with age differences of 12 and 16 years, I grew up in an adult world.

My dad died shortly after my 6th birthday. About a year 1.5 years later my mother remarried. Starting around the age of 9, I was left alone all the time. My parents were quite social. Their activities had no room for a little kid. Plus, our neighborhood was older, so there weren't any kids my age to hang out with. Sometimes a friend would sleep over, but most of the time it was just me. I was certainly envious of my closest friends and their families. Their grand parents were the age of my parents, for fuck's sake.

Similarly, I've always felt like my friends are my real family. My sophomore year of undergrad, I came out to my mother. She burst into tears, blamed herself for not giving me the attention I needed as a child. Sadly, I know she harbored that burden of guilt for the rest of her life.

My step-dad was an abusive dick, but mom was good person and although I never felt loved, she did her best.

It would be interesting to share more experiences, if you're up for it.

Does anyone know of any specific site(s) Tumblr-ites are moving to?

Swallowing makes clean up easier. Snowballing is funner!

Here's mine. A random collection of images, vids, etc. that give me bone. https://beefandmanjam.tumblr.com

Depression and anxiety are a tough nut, but you are not alone. As someone who has suffered with these ailments for most of my life, this is how I handle them.

Exercise, particularly bicycling, gives me clarity. For me, it's exhilarating to pedaling on an open road. I find the rhythm and fresh air comforting. Plus, it gets the happy endorphins flowing. Weight lifting is the way I cope with self-image issues. It took me a while to learn how to meditate, but now its part of my daily routine.

Surround yourself with positive people who accept you as you are. Everyone else is just dead weight.

Having a good therapist or trusted friend who you can talk to without judgement is key. I assume you are on an anti-depressant. Anti-depressants and anti-anxiety drugs are not a panacea, but they definitely help fend off the gloom and doom.

Age 7. My dad took me swimming at the country club. We were changing in the locker. My dad and and all the other men walking around with their dicks swinging, but mostly I was mesmerized by my dad's big dick. Is that creepy?

I proudly take it up the butt.