What's the earliest memory you can remember feeling same-sex attraction?
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Basically I'm interested in knowing when was the earliest you recall feeling same-sex attraction, even if you didn't exactly know what you were feeling at that age.
The earliest I can remember was when I was 9. I saw a movie where a man was taking off his shirt to get ready to swim. Can't remember the movie, but I do remember feeling drawn to him and his body lol. I didn't understand what i was feeling at that age either.
Another instance was when I was in the 6th grade and i had my first same-sex crush on another boy in my class.
How about you?
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I grew up in the 1960s. I was probably about 5 or 6-years-old, and I had a HUGE crush on Ricky Ricardo (Desi Arnaz), from "I Love Lucy". MAN… when he'd be performing at his club, The Tropicana, singing "Babaloo", or when he'd get home from work, walk in the door and say "Lucy, I'm home!", my heart would just melt. At that age, I had no idea what sex was or sexual attraction, I just knew I was in love with that man, lol. I even had a little 5-year-old fantasy (…don't ask me where it came from, I still don't know), but in it, I wanted to make a sandwich with Ricky Ricardo's butt-cheeks and try to take a bite, lol. I kid you not, lol.
A few years later, still probably only about 8 or 9, I had a huge crush on Burt Reynolds. By that time, I was beginning to get the idea that seeing him naked (he posed in several publications back in the 60s, not just the Cosmopolitan spread on the bearskin carpet), was particularly exciting. Again, something about those guys butts got me going. It would still be several years before the whole idea of a dick crossed my mind, lol.
But when it finally did… :cheesy2:
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earliest ? well 17 or 18 thinking about dicaprio ;D the bastard! turned me into sucking cocks!
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it's the biggest cliché but i remember being like nine and just being so drawn to my gym teacher lol. he was somewhere between 20-30 i think, blond and tall + always like super nice to me despite being the weird kid. i didn't have a concept of "gay" then but it wasn't long after this that i started masturbating, and i remember thinking about him then too. i swear it was years later i realised i was gay, which is so weird lol.
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First post, good one to start off with.
I was 9, he was 6 or something? I was pretty sexual back then already, masturbating almost every day etc. We were playing in my room and I was a sexual boy so I said "just put your toy on the bed and go with your knees on the floor and your legs against the bed, it's easier playing that way". A few minutes later I did as if I wanted to let him see something, so I went behind him on my knees, arms around him and show him something in the toy. I started grinding him really slowly and he starts laughing and I kept doing it for maybe 4 minutes. Eventually we flashed our dicks and we both had those like tiny little boners, you know. And that was it. I didn't think anything of it at the time. He's maybe gay as well but I'm not sure, been a really long time since I've seen him.
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Preschool, towards a classmate.
Can't remember his name, but I remember him eating a pink crayon and being rushed to the hospital. -
I think it was about Gr 7/8? I remember having a crush on one of my classmates, and I couldn't stop looking at his nipples poking out of his sleeveless tee during gym!
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Age 7. My dad took me swimming at the country club. We were changing in the locker. My dad and and all the other men walking around with their dicks swinging, but mostly I was mesmerized by my dad's big dick. Is that creepy?
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Ok, your going to laugh, I was 6 or 7 and it was Johnny Sheffield playing "Boy" in a Tarzan movie, remember trying to sketch his abs on a piece of paper so I could preserve the vision.
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For as long as I can remember I have been attracted to boys. I never ever liked playing with girls.
During my early pre-teen years, I just saw it as really wanting to have a close male friend. Nothing sexual.
But then when the hormones started kicking, thats when I suspected I was gay. My first couple of dates with girls solidified my belief.
I just could not understand what it was about girls that other guys found so interesting and attractive. They smelled funny and most of the time acted like airheads and dumb.
But when I had my first guy sex? I was hooked and never looked back. Except when I wanted kids. So I hired one to give me what I wanted. -
I remember being 6 and asking my mom while we were walking down the street "mom, why does my dick gets hard when I look at people on the street?" (I didn't say dick, but also don't remember what I used to call it when I was younger). I remember that "people" was men, but kinda knew it was seen as wrong liking the same gender, so I said people. Later I got hard for the adult dexters the cartoon's movie, and even getting uncontrollable erections when seeing male mannequins with swimwear… That used to embarass me as it was so noticeable when I was shopping for swimewear while wearing swimwear... I never knew what gay meant until much later, when I was 12, and searched google for "naked men" - my first naughty search. followed with "naked men sex" and discovered gay porn and that "gay" was a thing.
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2nd grade. Saw my friend's larger than average dick. Kept dreaming about it at night
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I was 9 or 10, perhaps… but I didn't realise that I was gay tho...
