I am from Pakistan and 26 years old. My parents want me to get marry as early as possible but I am gay. At my age my other siblings already got married and have kids. My parents expect same from me. I am extremely depression because this situation. I cant tell my parents that I am gay.. it is like impossible!
I already told my parents that i can't marry until 30 but my parents talk about my marriage 24 hours in house because i am the last child of the family and they have so many plans to make this marriage memorable. In Pakistan, usually people get marry with their cousins and there are several cousins of my age. My parents already asking me to tell that which one I like so they can approach the family and girl. They even already asked me if i want to marry someone else from family so they can approach that etc. In short, they have given me full freedom to chose bride as my other siblings did.
I am not sure what to do. I am tensed and depression all the time when everyone talk about my marriage and they want me to get marriage in coming summer 2017..