You see I've known people that are quite kind hearted, but they have conservative ideologies wich I can't change, does that mean they are not my friends because my homosexuality clashes with their ideologies? I know it is not good of them to think like that, but they are good people, but yeah I wouldn't feel like telling any of them that I'm gay so you got a point there. Speaking of people I believe to be more open minded, I'm not quite sure what to expect from them; while some of them could be easygoing about it, some could become cold towards me (you know starting to get freaked out with the slightest try of physical contact. Eg. a hug, a friendly touch on the shoulder etc. And noticing your relationship with a friend turns tense is what really scares me cause it feels horrible. And the worst part is yet to come.
I've met a guy that is really nice towards me, and is always concerned about my well being, he is such a good friend, but the reason I started talking to him in the first place was because he is really good looking (In fact, most of the girls of my campus have crush for him). He has even introduced me to some of his girlfriends! And while most of the time I think I can be just friends with him, from time to time I dream about him and can't get him out of my head for the whole day. It's like the flames of hell burning me already! :cry2:
uhh… you mean your english don't you? and I think it is way better than mine so I shoud be the one apologizing. Don't worry.