Posts made by byassi11

nothing yet guys?

Looking forward too

I think telegram it's the best messaging app at the moment, fluid, secure.

I've watched too many 90 day fiance so now i got this question mark in my head, since a gay couple was never on the show, i'm wondering…

@SemenDemon:

@byassi11:

I tend to avoid realating to my father, he always knew he had a gay son and used to punish me in severeal silly ways, just because he could not accept the fact.

I was forbidden playing with dolls (even Saint Seiya ones which i'm addicted to, i'm not referring to Barbies), or picking up female characters on video-games, i couldn't even wear all-star shoes (can you imagine?) all-stars inside his tiny mind was a gay shoe, i was forbidden practicing tenis at our usual club just because he heard that 2 tenis players were having an affair (which i had no clue, but after i came to find out it was true HAHAHA they were f*cking hot), so tenis suddenly became a gay sport and more… Unfortunately :-[
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To be fair, tennis is pretty gay. ;D No, I'm just trying to insert some humor into the discussion. That sounds like a very miserable upbringing in all seriousness. I am sorry.

HAHAHA i was always feeling myself wearing that tiny pair of shorts, and feeling it. Don't be sorry, i've had overcome all of that, i'm pretty well resolved on the father matter

I tend to avoid realating to my father, he always knew he had a gay son and used to punish me in severeal silly ways, just because he could not accept the fact.

I was forbidden playing with dolls (even Saint Seiya ones which i'm addicted to, i'm not referring to Barbies), or picking up female characters on video-games, i couldn't even wear all-star shoes (can you imagine?) all-stars inside his tiny mind was a gay shoe, i was forbidden practicing tenis at our usual club just because he heard that 2 tenis players were having an affair (which i had no clue, but after i came to find out it was true HAHAHA they were f*cking hot), so tenis suddenly became a gay sport and more… Unfortunately :-[

Flavored yes, colored, maybe not, just looks like you putted on some lipstick, there are lots of neutral lip moisturizers tho, Malin+goetz for instance, it's great

Personally i don't find attractive, mostly because acne should be treated, pimples and acne are totally different things, acne it's a disease and you can notice by the awful things it causes to the skin and mentally, low self-esteem, depression. Pimples can be treated with utopic products (over the skin), acne don't, needs to be treated from inside to the outside.

You'll only have certain once you consult with a dermatologist, it's different for everybody, it depends on your hair pores, environment, skin type, dry, oily, hair tends to grab smells, dirt, humidity from the air, it's hard to say without knwoing your background story, also a doctor can recommend you the right products

I don't have a smoking fetish, so, probably yes, smoke tastes awful

I usually feel attracted by guys with light skin, dark hair and dark eyes (not any ethnicity in particular), it's a common feature in east asia, so i have a thing for asians.

Thank you so much for the replies, it makes me feel much less problematic, i'm gonna take in consideration several things that i've read and i'm hoping that i can put in practice. There's so much i need to learn about me relating to other ppl and by reading your comments made me realize that maybe isn't a 7 headed monster.

I keep wondering if i'll be able to not pretend to be someone else in order to please others, i have done that for a long time, losing weight for instance wasn't much of a choice, i set in my head that i needed to be skinny and after my weight loss felt like nothing has changed, didn't made feel less or more good-looking to myself. We tend to forget who we really are in this entire process just to massage our egos with some compliments, which i think are never enough.

In the sizes matter, personally, it's not a problem, i mean… I don't really care if guys are hung or not, but i'm always concerned about mine "will it be enough?" i keep questioning. I'm open about this to some of my straight friends (and they get it better than the gay ones), just because i keep hearing over and over again things like "had a date last night, he was so big, it was amazing" and i keep thinking "are you serious?", it's never about sexual tension or having a good time, it's about the best piece of meat you can get in the market, which i'm not part of it. I must have the worst bunch of gay friends around me.

I'm glad we could talk a bit, i know that you guys ain't no psychologists and maybe ain't got time for this, but i'm grateful.:poorthing:

Hi guys, like in the tittle, i'm in my 20s i've never kissed anybody, boy or girl, and by that i've never had sex either. I know that i'm gay, i feel attracted by men, but nowadays there are so many subjects in this world that always makes me back down on some of my attitudes towards having any kind of physical contact with men.

First of all i wanna point somethings about me

• i used to be fat, lost like 70lbs (never stepped foot in a gym), now i'm super skinny, but i have some stretch marks and a little bit flaccidity, things that i wanna fix…

• i look twink-ish, and that's not the common gay type that i see on dating apps nor night clubs, i'm always misunderstood by a teenager while people at my age look like "grown men", which i find more attractive

• i don't have a big one, it's pretty average, and by talking with some of my friends i noticed that size it's important, especially if it's a one night stand thing, and i'm not looking for a relationship

That said, i honestly feel that i don't fit any gay preferences, i'm not skinny and fit, i'm not buffed, i'm not hung, it's funny to think that almost everything that i quoted are about appearances, because like attracts like seems a law in the gay world, i'm having a hard time trying to overcome all of my fauls and finally be with someone cause i'm affraid of the judgement i may receive by not reaching any standards. There's anything you guys can say or advise me? (I know it sounds very sentimental, sorry for that)