Hello from Montréal Canada.

I've been on Gaytorrent.ru since around 2016. Never really got the time to use the forums. I only recently started being active here now that I stay at home and have got more time now.

So that's me. I'm Alex. My first language was French but everyone here is fluent in both French and English by Quebec's nature. I once was working daily but I'm now at rest for ever due to a recent cardiac arrest and chest angina. And no I'm not an old man. I'm only 34. Let's say I lost some important people in my life and the grief cause my body to nope out of all that. I'm okay now, though, so please don't worry. I'm early retired and can finally take the time to travel and realise my dreams. I also follow a strict program with my doctor.

So that's that about me. Thanks for taking the time to read. Have a nice day, guys.

@ianfontinell-0 I hear yah. It's definitely not an addiction. Hell, I've been masturbating daily since age 14. I'm going to turn 35 in November. It can't be an addiction. It's something that's ingrain in me.

When I feel like it, I masturbate. It's like second nature at this point. The thing is, I don't even need to think about it that much. It comes naturally. When I worked it was upon waking up and going to bed.

But now that I have more time, I've been working at making my sexual solo life as a much more embracing experience. The sex toy I bought myself greatly upped my daily fun and I have more time to read about it all.

And you're right. Sex with partners can be expensive. I prefer to do it on my own. I haven't touched a guy in years. I missed it at first, especially considering that my Late Fiancé Hawthorne and I had sex five times a night and it had been that way for thirteen years. So of course it took me a while to get used to solo sex.

But it's still a great way to live. I can truly embrace my sexuality.

I dunno about anyone else here but I'll be 35 in november and I noticed that as I age, I've gotten more comfy with being single and by myself and I developed love for solosexuality. I masturbate even more than in my youth and my love for my penis sort of became less of a problem now. I've come to realise that jacking off to porn, or edging, or just playing with my cock for hours is way more fun than actual sex with some other guy. I was once more needy of sex with a lover but that was in my younger adult days.

Now if I am presented with the choice of getting a steady lover or just staying single with me myself and my cock, I would chose the latter. Maybe it's also an effect of me loving solo porn of men masturbating alone, but I've come to realise that for me, the best orgasms I ever had in my life was on those days when I was alone with my cock and my porn. Sex with men can be fun sometimes but love has become so hard to find and I came to accept that I will die alone, which isn,t so bad since I've got my cock here with me to satisfy my sexual urges. My only regret is I never was able self suck, even with guides.

Anyone else here is just prefering his own body instead of another guy? Anyone else here just has actual feelings for his own penis? Cause I sure love my own penis more than I ever loved any other guy,s penis.

@john32123666 Thank you!

I dunno about anyone else here but I'll be 35 in november and I noticed that as I age, I've gotten more comfy with being single and by myself and I developed love for solosexuality. I masturbate even more than in my youth and my love for my penis sort of became less of a problem now. I've come to realise that jacking off to porn, or edging, or just playing with my cock for hours is way more fun than actual sex with some other guy. I was once more needy of sex with a lover but that was in my younger adult days.

Now if I am presented with the choice of getting a steady lover or just staying single with me myself and my cock, I would chose the latter. Maybe it's also an effect of me loving solo porn of men masturbating alone, but I've come to realise that for me, the best orgasms I ever had in my life was on those days when I was alone with my cock and my porn. Sex with men can be fun sometimes but love has become so hard to find and I came to accept that I will die alone, which isn,t so bad since I've got my cock here with me to satisfy my sexual urges. My only regret is I never was able self suck, even with guides.

Anyone else here is just prefering his own body instead of another guy? Anyone else here just has actual feelings for his own penis? Cause I sure love my own penis more than I ever loved any other guy,s penis.

@Bryxeus I'm going great. Yes, sometimes it happens. Tee hee. Thanks.

@cp2000 I'm fine. But thank you for the good wishes.

@MasamiK Thank you!

@ianfontinell-0 I hear yah. It's definitely not an addiction. Hell, I've been masturbating daily since age 14. I'm going to turn 35 in November. It can't be an addiction. It's something that's ingrain in me.

When I feel like it, I masturbate. It's like second nature at this point. The thing is, I don't even need to think about it that much. It comes naturally. When I worked it was upon waking up and going to bed.

But now that I have more time, I've been working at making my sexual solo life as a much more embracing experience. The sex toy I bought myself greatly upped my daily fun and I have more time to read about it all.

And you're right. Sex with partners can be expensive. I prefer to do it on my own. I haven't touched a guy in years. I missed it at first, especially considering that my Late Fiancé Hawthorne and I had sex five times a night and it had been that way for thirteen years. So of course it took me a while to get used to solo sex.

But it's still a great way to live. I can truly embrace my sexuality.

I've been single for almost 6 years now due to the difficulty of finding men who want a serious relationship but that's not necessarily a bad thing neither. I know some people who are sexually active and have sex with strangers daily, while being on PREP and using protection responsibly. But I don't like sex with strangers.

I'm the kind of guy who wants sex only once total commitment has been reached and settled between me and the guy. But that doesn't mean I don't like sex. I've been out of work lately due to cardiac reasons and that resulted in me having a lot more free time. It means I also upped my daily masturbation times from twice a day to around seven times a day.

But honestly, porn and masturbation isn't really a bad thing as of itself, in my opinion. I always had a soft side for black men, especially after the death of my Kenyan fiancé back in 2019. Ever since I had him, my love for black men just completely skyrocketed. I got myself a black dick toy for oral purposes and I consume a lot of bbc porn. And it's not just the dick. Their faces has an impressive quality to it. It's hard for me to look away. It's so rough and yet terribly beautiful.

I'm going back to Africa next month to visit my in laws (we kept contact after my betrothed died) and apart from all the rest, the smell over there is just incredible. And the light and colours are all greatly enhanced because of the altitude. Anyone who loves black men would love it there.

Anyway, here I am rambling but I just wanted to enthuse about my newfound masturbation addiction. And I can't really say I find it bad whatsoever. What about you guys?

@poppy420-0 Tellement.

@john32123666 Thank you!

@frostycab Hi there!

I don't know if that can be considered themed tv show but the series Six Feet Under featured a gay couple quite extensively and they were also interracial. I am not aware if anyone know about them here? They were David Fisher and Keith Charles. The roles were portrayed by actors Michael C. Hall and Matthew St-Patrick.

The show revolves around death and it treated upon every single taboo subjects back in the days. The show spanned five seasons between 2001 and 2005 and had met a surge of success due to the way everything that was considered bad during those days were suddenly put into first perspective.

death, drugs, sexual abuse, reality of psychologists, greed, power hungry, homosexuality, and even more. I never saw another show that was this transparent about the truth.

Either way, David and Keith are really cute together. They lasted throughout the entire series, and had a short break after season one but they got back together and eventually even adopted two boys in the last season. They end up married and stay together until Keith was murdered, about thirty years after they started dating.

Anyone else know about David and Keith?