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Hello from Montréal Canada.

I've been on Gaytorrent.ru since around 2016. Never really got the time to use the forums. I only recently started being active here now that I stay at home and have got more time now.

So that's me. I'm Alex. My first language was French but everyone here is fluent in both French and English by Quebec's nature. I once was working daily but I'm now at rest for ever due to a recent cardiac arrest and chest angina. And no I'm not an old man. I'm only 34. Let's say I lost some important people in my life and the grief cause my body to nope out of all that. I'm okay now, though, so please don't worry. I'm early retired and can finally take the time to travel and realise my dreams. I also follow a strict program with my doctor.

So that's that about me. Thanks for taking the time to read. Have a nice day, guys.

@ianfontinell-0 I hear yah. It's definitely not an addiction. Hell, I've been masturbating daily since age 14. I'm going to turn 35 in November. It can't be an addiction. It's something that's ingrain in me.

When I feel like it, I masturbate. It's like second nature at this point. The thing is, I don't even need to think about it that much. It comes naturally. When I worked it was upon waking up and going to bed.

But now that I have more time, I've been working at making my sexual solo life as a much more embracing experience. The sex toy I bought myself greatly upped my daily fun and I have more time to read about it all.

And you're right. Sex with partners can be expensive. I prefer to do it on my own. I haven't touched a guy in years. I missed it at first, especially considering that my Late Fiancé Hawthorne and I had sex five times a night and it had been that way for thirteen years. So of course it took me a while to get used to solo sex.

But it's still a great way to live. I can truly embrace my sexuality.

I dunno about anyone else here but I'll be 35 in november and I noticed that as I age, I've gotten more comfy with being single and by myself and I developed love for solosexuality. I masturbate even more than in my youth and my love for my penis sort of became less of a problem now. I've come to realise that jacking off to porn, or edging, or just playing with my cock for hours is way more fun than actual sex with some other guy. I was once more needy of sex with a lover but that was in my younger adult days.

Now if I am presented with the choice of getting a steady lover or just staying single with me myself and my cock, I would chose the latter. Maybe it's also an effect of me loving solo porn of men masturbating alone, but I've come to realise that for me, the best orgasms I ever had in my life was on those days when I was alone with my cock and my porn. Sex with men can be fun sometimes but love has become so hard to find and I came to accept that I will die alone, which isn,t so bad since I've got my cock here with me to satisfy my sexual urges. My only regret is I never was able self suck, even with guides.

Anyone else here is just prefering his own body instead of another guy? Anyone else here just has actual feelings for his own penis? Cause I sure love my own penis more than I ever loved any other guy,s penis.

@john32123666 Thank you!