I hope this doesn't "destroy" (in a figurative sense) your life. I was once hooked on incest porn it made my interactions with my dad really awkward.
I can't suggest any videos, but might I suggest comics by Josman or Julius as well as perusing nifty.org's and gaydemon.com's incest story directories?
D or E, asian. I've learned to accept it, so it doesn't really bother me as much anymore.
slow and steady wins the race.
Hopefully this will be how it plays out for you. The longer the session goes, the more you get into it and the pain fades away. Also try to be more "in the mood" because unlike some porn vids, your dick may end up flaccid while you are being fucked.
My anonymous hookups weren't exactly out of passion, and the guys would have cum already before my pain faded away, so hopefully yours turns out great. Good luck!
I started with my left hand, with a different way of holding it as well. Then gradually, I got used to using my right hand and just started gripping it normally.
Did you ask yourself why do you like that kind of porn?
Because it's a taboo? I used to watch this because i was sexual abused by my father when i was 15. It was a way to accept it
I could apply that same logic to arab gay porn, that it feels taboo, TBQH.
I use apps/services typically for one night stands/hookups. I just ain't looking for a relationship, which makes me sad at having to ignore guys who are on just to find a boyfriend. Also, if you don't mind, I'd like to vent my experiences with some of these.
Here are the services I've used:
Grindr: Probably the most successful of the ones I have. I should take a firmer stance and block those who have no pics and vague words as their names. Good for scoping out anyone nearby who is gay and on the app.
GuySpy: Has the gaydar feature on a map. I can see the exact house a guy is staying if I zoom in close enough. Seems to be dead on my area nowadays, though.
Manjam: The pickings look good, but is the least successful, also seems to be dying. I got chewed out by a guy who lives the next country over for ignoring his messages. When I said that I was looking for locals only, he walked away saying that I regret not giving him a chance. Also spammers.
Onlylads: Very unwieldy to use. If looking by nearest, the site lists people in seemingly random order, with a guy 15 KM away next to a guy 8 km away. Search ain't that comprehensive.
PlanetRomeo: Probably my go to, a positive mix of Grindr and Manjam. Too bad only the site lets you add more criteria to searches. The mobile app "needs" Plus, for some reason.
I've used a little bit more, like Scruff and Growlr, but I don't check those often.
Is this the new trend for straight men to turn down/rebuff gay or bisexual male admirers? One would think that with the culture of straight men bragging about the women they've had, one would think that big penis may be a reason, especially if said guy looks like a mop. Or for them to brag that they have the biggest dicks in the land. I've encountered this two times (or one) personally, and it comes up as well on a video game.
1. On my previous work, we lived in a boarding house and I was roommates with this straight Tunisian guy. I forgot the specifics, but he may or may not have flat out told me that he just has a small dick (I also dreamt about him showing me said small dick, which added to the confusion).
2. On my next job, we had a workplace getaway, where my whole team spent a day at a water park. On a drunken game of billiards, the topic of penis size came up. When it as my turn, I just told them that I am satisfied with what I have. One of my straight coworkers, married with kids but whom one of my female coworker is smitten with, said that he has a small dick. Probably hogwash, as I saw him nailing said female when I went to the bunks to hit the sack (wasn't able to see it, unfortunately). Personally, I think he's just channeling Little Dicky, as his song Freaky Friday was in the charts at the time (and his shtick is to make a small penis gesture or imply that he has a small penis).
3. This is from Persona 4 Golden. At some point, the topic of going to the beach comes up. Rise, one of the characters, wants to know which person you, the main character, want to see in a swimsuit. One of the answers is "Kanji", one of your male teammates and an obvious joke answer. His response, "Aw, mine's nothing special. The crotch area's thin and built for speed, so…". Bear in mind that Kanji is actually a sexually confused character, worthy of a separate study or analysis.
Watch it here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OdUE8RiZceE&feature=youtu.be&t=491
So, what do you guys think? Anyone else had something like this happen to them?
I've learned to accept my size. Some sites say that it would look bigger once I lose my love handles, so I am hoping for that at least.
I do notice how bigger someone else's dick is if I hold it with my fist and there still a few cms beyond my fist.
Some guides like to point out the color of urine while doing this. They say that if your urine is clear, you are healthy enough and the toxins are all being flushed out.
It's about as common sense-y like dropping a few slices of lemon in your pitcher of water. Something that feels very inconsequential but supposedly has a lot of benefits.
I did casually throw it out at work that I was bi. But I am lucky to be in a workplace which has a strict anti-discrimination rule. Race, Gender, preferences like tattoos are not a problem in my workplace.