Start going to gym lately to loss weight, does anybody have any suggestion on diet plan that could help me loss weight??

My first crush was before pre-school, around 5/6, when I found my cousin handsome and attractive. but I didn't know  the word 'gay' or consider myself gay until 11 that I finally found out the idea of being gay.

I think he was thinking " A hand is a hand, why not?"
Maybe he was picturing some hot girls while you were giving him a handjob.