@seanpreston

@seanpreston

Hope everyone else is doing well anyways. I'm just venting a bit to get this off my chest. Don't give up on your journey tho. Sometimes screaming it out can do wonders for your psyche. Again do NOT give up what you're doing. Wish yall the best.

I know "I still have a long way to go in life" and all but dealing with ADHD and being closetted is tiring tbh. Even college is overwhelming now. I just wanna live by my own and make music for myself. That's all i want tbh: More personal space and freedom to do anything. Yes i do still have freedom now but i'm still surrounded by responsibilities and it's beginning to bea little too much. This might not be that much at all for other people but to me? no

ambient songs are making me emotional rn, like theyre hitting so hard for how few sounds there are
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@wholelottagp-0 forgot to link the song lol
Youtube Video

Bjork - Fossora
didnt like the song or the album of the same name at first but now its a banger

I've been using the site for a while now and i do notice that it takes a bit long to load the main page (the one that shows the popular torrents and all i forgot the name) on Android. And i do remember a brief period of about a month in January or Febuary (i forgot) that it loaded pretty quick before having the same problem again. I wonder if anyone else also has this problem? Sorry that i can't provide more info or help since i'm not particularly good enough at tech to suggest solutions. TY for reading anyways.

so many old songs here lol i feel weird to post more current songs but here goes nothing
Long Road Home - Caroline Polachek