So, I'm a virgin (I didn't give a shit about relationships all my life, half because I was home-schooled and never had a social life that allowed me to meet guys and half because I didn't really want one) I'm 18 now since last summer I've been having fantasies about having boyfriends all the time and they aren't going away and it's starting to drive me insane. Like, I just want to freaking cuddle with someone and watch movies or go and have dinner and do cute couple shit. Usually I'm anti-couple stuff, like I'm not romantic at all, but I don't know, I just really want to do stuff like that now…
ANYWAY, back to the title. Obviously I want to try sex for the first time and blah blah blah, my problem is, I keep my fingernails kinda long. To the point where a little bit of skin now grows under it and if I cut them too short it hurts (Plus, my fingernails grow hella fast, like they get long within two weeks) and I realized a week ago if I was ever gonna finger a guy I would probably cut them up like carrots.
Any idea on what I should do? I doubt I'll finger on my first time and I doubt my first time will even be soon, I just don't know what I'll do when the time comes _