@hotmuscletwi well basically the same way u did when u were under 30 actually, but may I ask tho how did u flirt or found decent guys to date when u were in ur twenties?
I've been having the same problems in my family. I never have a gut to say that I am gay. My whole family is conservative. But When I get a new well-paid job I am planning to move to a diffrent country.
Time heals a broken relationship, but it can never remove the scars! If that's how they felt, then there is nothing u can do about it! all u have to do is be yourself and achieve your goals in life and make them proud.