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That's not me in the pic of course.
But after getting to know a bunch of old men at the cruisy park, we like to tease or molest each other openly.
We'll play strip poker or card games to pass time.
But we don't strip openly. We'll just record the scores for everybody till someone hit the max loss points.
Then we'll adjourn to the shady end of the park.

Someone will stand outside as lookout.
The rest of us will strip according to the points lost.
The biggest loser will be the one totally naked. Then he has to chose a dare for the winner to toss a coin for.
Usually it's 1. to be finger fucked 2. fucked using a vegetable 3. let the winner cum on his face etc
Then we'll toss coins to see if he's lucky to escape or get one of those.

After playing so many times, I too lost quite many times.
Being finger fucked, vege fucked and even cock fucked when the winner put up the added money on my ass for the taboo sex. He won, I got the money and they watched as I got royally screwed doggy style on the ground.

Now the pandemic got worse here and it's being months since we are allowed to gather at the park. I kinda of missed the social bantering of a bunch of dirty old men.

On the other hand, the shady cruising of late nights never stop. Of course I'll bump into a few of them. However, any chatter will be frown upon since we all want to be as inconspicuous as possible.
Like I said before, the anonymity while wearing masks embolden many men to seek sex here. This being an obscure park of mostly old men, it used to be quite deserted.
But now that the other main stream avenues for sex are closed, they are invading here because old men here are easy meat.

I for one could easily be screwed by 2 or more men each time. This being desperate times, they are not picky. Even while I was wet and sticky from the messy lube of the first fuck, another one didn't mind that I was 2nd hand used property. Occasionally they'll gang bang me together.
Oh boy, those DOMs who saw that will want my full confessions later when we can gather or they'll roast my ass.

I've broken so many of my taboos these 2 years. One thing that us DOMs would like to tease each other,
"you are not getting any younger you know...get plucked by men while you still can, don't wait till your "flower" has wilted then you'll regret it. "
( in Chinese, we call our fuck hole "chrysanthemum flower", you get the idea )
Then they want full confessions..was he good, was he big, show us where he hit you inside, did he bite your boobs(tell tale red bite marks), did you get his phone number? ...

@nikolaos84 said in Testimonial from a boy who got gangraped in prison:

There is a big difference between fantasy and reality. I have been fantasising about being gang raped in a prison or military. I have also read that the rape fantasy is very common in both males and females.
Porn exist to exploit these fantasies. But porn does not depict a realistic situation. It is edited to be viewed as very hot and arousing. Reality however is different. Being sexually exploited without your consent is a crime it is not pleasant, it is violent and it has nothing to do with porn or what you have in your mind.
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I guess in the old days, gays fap to this type of porn that require lots of imagination.
In this age of porn online, this is tldr;
not only r there plenty of porn videos for straight to the point fucking, there's plenty of variety to choose from too.

Sure, reality is different but there's role playing. Sometimes it's almost too real if you dare to.
Rape is violent without consent.

I've being literally violently raped without consent. But then being at that kind of cruising park late at night, I'm obviously looking for sex. Maybe that's his thing bc he grabbed me unexpectedly, I thought he's gonna rob me so I fought back. He banged my head against the tree trunk. Though the trunk was soft, I was dazed. He literally tore off my t-shirt and pulled off my shorts. I remember his hot panting breathe on the back of my neck as he got his arms around me vice-like and pounded me with urgency. Smell of alcohol beyond legal limits maybe explained his behavior.

Maybe that's not acceptable to most but just so happen I'm the willing victim. He didn't know and he didn't care. I played along with the pretended hurting and the "no,no,no...don't hurt me, you can take my money.."
He never let up, banged my head against the tree to shut me up. That hurts, that's real.

Then he hugged me tightly and deposited his load into me.
I could feel every shudder of his orgasm. That stimulated me close to my orgasm.
I was about to orgasm when he again grabbed my head, I was afraid he'll bang my head against the tree trunk and I covered my face with my hands. No, he flung me to the ground instead.
With my shorts around my ankles, I was too tangled up to balance myself. I fell heavily onto the soft ground while I suddenly orgasm-ed, spewing sperm. In the dim lights he didn't see it. He gave me a hard kick on my butt side and walked off.
In the heat of the warm night, I was dizzy enjoying the orgasm. It was intense, I was aware what triggered it.

I'm an old man. An easy target to be bullied. He's that type.

I used to hate being fucked bc my regular top wasn't my cup of tea.
But after he left, I realised that I'm missing that intense and slow orgasm of anal sex.
Somehow my sexual functions changed bc I'm craving that intense orgasm.
Since then I've being insatiable. Truth is few tops are good but the few good ones, omg that intense orgasm is totally addictive and lingers on and on, making me crave more and more.
It's totally worth it.

Recently with the pandemic, everybody has to wear masks. People are told to stay home.

But then when my sexual urges came, I had to look for sex at our local cruising grounds. I was surprised that they are even more active than before.  The anonymity from wearing masks made everybody more daring. Some were walking around naked from the neck down. Some were having public sex in daylight.

I normally don't do that. I'm not that kind of guy. I was telling myself.
But first I tried stripping naked, it was liberating to feel the cool wind on my nakedness in broad daylight. I felt my anonymity was well protected by my mask and big cap.

Someone came and felt me up, it was nice. His wondering hands were soon massaging my butt cheeks and we knew what he wanted. I normally don't do that. I'm not that kind of guy. I kept telling myself. But when he wiggled a finger in, I couldn't help myself to stand wider and encouraging him to explore deeper. He went deeper and hit the spot and I was delirious.

We attracted an old man and he was standing there holding my cock and examining my leakyness. Before I knew it, the guy behind me was tearing open a condom and I kept telling myself I don't do that. I said no, I think. But it was muffled by my mask I rationalized. The old man was helping to lub me up, I pulled his hand off me and I kept telling myself I don't do that.

Still, he got me wet enough that when the guy grabbed me and reeled me in, he slid in effortlessly which told him about my false modesty. I said no, there's police. Half hearted and muffled by my mask. However his penetration was full of earnest sexual urges. After a few thrusts, I gave up the fakefull struggling and went limp in his arm.

By then, a small group smelt the sexual tension and gathered around us. It was an public orgy. The first guy must be overwhelm by the sexual decadence like me and released  his load.
Before I could gather my breath, a bull of a big guy took over. He's the meanest and most desired by all in the orgy. I was fiddling with his cock and licking it even while I was being humped from behind. His sturdiness helped me to steady my feet.
He was mean and ferocious. I again had to grab onto another guy to steady myself. For that support, I had to lick his cock though my mind was occupied with the delirious fuck I'm receiving from that bull. The feelings swelled all over my nakedness. I stopped listening to my fake modesty.

From then on, my mind was spinning and everything was a orgasmic blur. I collapsed onto my kneel and that old man used a soft bag to help cushion my knee. At that vulnerable and open position, I lost count of who had me for breakfast, lunch or dinner. Could be 3 or 4 guys if I'm being modest but…
Old man was my minder and carer. Or maybe he was that pimp who brought more guys to me. I was so openly debased that normally guys would stop wanting me. But still they didn't stop as old man was pulling them in by their cocks. It only stopped when even my knees gave way and I collapsed onto the ground. Then old man laid me onto the ground with a towel. I was a total sticky mess covered in bodily fluids that they released onto me.

As soon as I recovered, my modesty returned and I turned quickly to put on my clothes. I got onto my bike and scooted away. How did I get myself into that? Normally I wouldn't. But I'm glad the mask protected my anonymity. Maybe this will become my new norm since I have nothing to lose or fear.

Initially I was wary too.
But then I saw our local fav cruising spots were actually more active. These are places already chosen for isolation from remote obscurity, with the pandemic it's even more so. Gays are openly having public sex in broad daylight from late afternoons and early evenings.
Gays were wearing masks that provide anonymity.
It seemed that words got around and more gays came.

I was wearing a big mask and big cap. I was well covered above the neck but totally naked below the neck. Guys were frisky. I stood there and let them. Before long, guys gathered around us and I participated in public sex. Before we knew it, I was pumped by 4 guys. Lub and condoms were freely available of course. We figured HIV is much more dangerous than Covid and we still have sex.
It was very notti but our anonymity made us very wantonly.

Maybe other venues for sex are closed and so cruising spots became more open since general public avoided going out and we less likely to be disturbed by the police.

@hervedupont:

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"I was satisfied but also worried that vanilla sex became so meh that I needed more hardcore sex. Is that desperation or I just need stronger stimulation to compensate for my waning sexual needs that I didn't want to let go ?"

• I too am much more interested in hardcore and fetish sex now than I used to be. Like you said, I need "stronger stimulation".  But I don't think it has to do with compensation for aging. I think of it as graduating to more sophisticated possibilities. Of course I can still enjoy simple intimacy in a sauna or a toilet, but in my imagination I go alot further. The main reason I don't act on my deepest fantasies is because I remember AIDS in the 1980s and 1990s. There's a part of me that instinctively chooses self-preservation.

But then Aids also mean, if it's safe sex with condom, then anything goes.

Nowadays, I always carry a small pouch with wet tissues,  condoms and lube ready with me. Keep myself clean down there where I can. Just explored few months ago, a off-beaten nearby forest truck rest stop 1 hour drive away, off the main highway and with the occasional horny truck drivers too busy to look for prostitutes in town centre.  I stood in shady undergrowth waiting in my loose shorts.

The message was clear that I'm available for a good fuck. It was kinky to be taken in broad daylight, sometimes not even a few words said, just some grunts, and it's over in 15min. It was not memorable but somehow the quick and easy sex was worth the 1hr drive.

I explored the area to pick up all the condoms and tissues to avoid them giving us all away.
But there are few such trash, seems we are all careful,  that's the reason I only heard about this place recently.

Or maybe it's not such a busy spot. Sometimes it took so long to get one, I'll give up when even my mosquito repellant starts to lose effect.

There's one driver that I managed to hook up twice and I shamelessly asked for contact the 1st time. He laughed it off at my cluelessness. I know it's wham bang thank you man. But by asking the first time, that's how he remembered me the 2nd time.

However, when I asked a 2nd time, he seemed annoyed. I felt so cheap but shrugged it off. I'm starting to get shameless? I'm starting to do those shameless things that others were doing. Shit, am I turning into an old troll. Is old age and no time giving us excuses to be daring?

Those passive sex toys are too dead for me.
I'm wondering which battery powered toys would be more aggressive in stimulations?

@hervedupont:

I sympathize because I'm getting older too and I know I have to adjust to fewer sexual possibilities. The older I get, the more attracted I become to middle-aged and mature men, and the less interested I am in younger men. That process will continue.

So I find that my transition hasn't been too hard. I feel like I was pretty lucky in my younger years so I can't say that I "missed out".

Part of me actually feels relieved that the sexual pressure is receding. I don't feel the same need to impress other people or to "score".

I don't know what the world will be like after this pandemic, but up until this year, in any large city in the West or East Asia, there was no shortage of saunas where older guys have sex with one another and with younger "admirers".  It's just a question of being realistic about our standards.

Bahrain is an interesting place … I visited a few years ago. It feels different from other Gulf countries but I can't explain exactly why.

Acquaintances around my age are either giving up due to poor health or became desperate DOMs. They'll loiter around the public toilets or parks, molest anything in decent shape, gather at the oldies sauna to gossip.

I avoided this sauna before but recently I felt comfortable there. Sex there felt so casual like comfort food, nobody is better than anybody else. This old guy simply came up to me and requested to touch me. I took off my towel, opened my legs, he lubed me up and fingered me. Why ? Because he wanted to see someone leaking precum. His friend came by, they chatted casually and commented about me. I didn't cum and we all felt fine. It's as casual as a handshake.

But I'm conflicted about this later. Have my libido receded so much that it's not even considered sex? I want to be stimulated, penetrated and enjoy the sex. But I don't mind being penetrated but not stimulated enough to want sex. They neither. They got me a drink and we chat about mahjong and those good food nearby.

Am I dead to the passions of sex? Being the weekend, I knew one of my married fuck buddy will be prowling at this park and he don't have much time, it's get it quick or back home empty. Let's just say he's no fine looking guy but he's a mean fuck.
I was there in my loose shorts. He was glad to see me. Where I used to be conservative in keeping my clothes mostly on for wanting to bolt when there's danger, I didn't resist this time when he wanted me totally naked to play and stimulate me. I was secretly glad that he appreciated this old man's body. He took his time to stimulate me( old age slower to get aroused?) then he gave me a mean and varied fuck that made me felt so alive.

I was satisfied but also worried that vanilla sex became so meh that I needed more hardcore sex. Is that desperation or I just need stronger stimulation to compensate for my waning sexual needs that I didn't want to let go ?

The gay scene is very covert and hidden amongst the straight scene at the hotel bars, gyms and private saunas. When they want your ass, they are very direct at the bars or grabbing you at the saunas. Sex is very primordial there because of the suppression yet closing one eye.

@flozen:

To begin, I'd be very concerned at the thought of anyone having public gay sex in Bahrain, if that's where it's happening.

The Internet gives anyone many options on meeting first online, and then in a private setting.  So I'd say to anyone:  public (urban) sex isn't wise, and if it's bathroom-type stuff, you will, eventually, be noted by straight men or kids that just want to take a piss, and they don't deserve that.

As for age, rest assured that there are lots of guys – from your own age to just legal -- who have a thing for sex with older guys.  Again, the Internet with the various dating/sexting apps, is a tool in getting a specific match.

Yes, your contacts may have a fetish, but who cares?  Enjoy with confidence, and if they start judging you on age, end the encounter.    :cool2:

Thanks for your concern.
Actually, Bahrain is the most open "Bangkok" of the Middle East. It's the weekend naughty getaways of the region. But it may not be as open as Bangkok, still plenty of don't ask don't tell.
Anyway, I lost my work visa sponsorship and was not working there now.

I'm still conflicted about old age. Of course like most men, I'm worried about my health and looking wrinkled.
Nobody is comfortable about talking about it.

At my age, I began servicing old men around my age. Unfortunately, most old men can't satisfy me. Still, they reminded me of myself. I'm just another old man in those old men sauna videos you find here.
That reminds me of young men/women married to sugar daddies, few will be sexually compatible.

Then those with fetish for older men are mostly, well…let's just say not prime grade. They prey on old men like me because we are desperate and easy. We are expected to put up. Though the truth is unpleasant, I do put up because I'm desperate for sex. The unspoken undercurrent while I'm being screwed is always there that beggars can't be choosers.
"Ohh, your butts not wrinkly"
"Ohh, you're still tight.."
"Hey old man, I want to screw you.."

I don't expect sympathy. It's the truth.
Just want to rant about it and I can do it here.

To tell the truth, I'm now pass 60yo.
If I don't say it, nobody would know. But still I know it myself.

One of my new fuck buddy saw my I.D. when we went to book a room with my I.D.
He looked surprised and while he complimented my body despite my age, his tone sounded condescending like he don't mind my age while fucking me as some sort of charitable act?

I used to be quite conservative about sex. But slowly, I began exploring more. I hate to admit it myself, my hardon is slow and I began to enjoy being fucked. I used to hate the pain and merely tolerated it bc I had to at my previous job in the Middle East. But before I realized it, it grew on me.

I had always exercised and groomed my skin to look younger. Now white hair is showing and I dyed my hair.

After that incident, I suddenly felt an unease in my mind. He don't mind now but one day he would mind? It's like the party is over soon, should I grab all I can drink or eat before it's over.
I have a few gay mere acquaintances around my age and they were notorious DOM.

To get to know them better and wondering maybe one day I'm just another DOM like them, when I chatted with them, I resignedly let them molest me, strip me naked and finger fucked me. It don't seem so bad that they could have their fun too.

Still, I began to explore the seedy part of me when I realised that wearing mask have liberating effect of anonymity. I began to explore public sex.

It's been so fun so far. But still I'm wondering if I'm being desperate doing things that I normally would never dare to think about. I'm too desperate to be seen as desirable? Where I never have this insecurity? Do I need to bother at all, just have fun?

Where I'm living, wearing mask is now mandatory.
Now being anonymous is so easy that I'm beginning to explore the seedy side of me.
I began to enjoy it more and more that I'm getting more bold each time.

First I went to a notorious cruising park and went totally naked in broad daylight in a public place for the 1st time. It's was closed off using crude barriers bc of the pandemic. It used to be quite secluded but now it's a gay haven.

Didn't take long before someone caught me and I had my first public fucking in broad daylight while his friend checked around that nobody using phone cam on us. I felt like such a wanton and yet so unreal with the gushing wind blowing around my nakedness where he took my manhood.

Then the rain came and we couldn't stop. With the rain pelting on my back as he rode me hard. His friend helped to gather our stuff into plastic bags and brought them to the nearest shelter. The water was blocking our masks and I finally had to unveil my true self.
I felt so primitive and wild being mated like cavemen.
It was the best sex for years yet. For all his help, his friend wanted my ass too. I gladly obliged.

When we collected our stuff, we exchanged contacts and they became my best fuck buddies since for months.
Now they're introducing me to more notti things that I never dared to explore before.
Like public orgy at some ponds, public underpass, public toilets( I hated the foul smell and passed on that), trailer truck parking rest( they have bed inside the truck!)…
Now I find that I'm always carrying a bag around with condoms, lube and mineral water.

I'll strip naked and keep my clothings in that bag. So many other gay guys are coming out to explore the empty spaces left by the pandemic ( some urbanised wild animals too, as reported in the news) and the anonymity from the masks makes us more wanton.

I'm enjoying this so far. Ofc there's risk but not that big a risk.

@gayfotoman:

I recently order some fractionated coconut oil off of Amazon. It basically is coconut oil that won't turn into a solid like most coconut oils. I've always used Swiss Navy silicone lube and I have to tell you, this beats it.(pun intended). First, it's a whole lot cheaper to buy than Silicone lube. Coconut oil won't hurt you if swallowed and it's a great moisturizer. You may be able to find it in your local grocery store either in the baking section or in the beauty aids section.

Where I live, coconut oil is local made and cheap. As virgin as it gets.

Coconut oil turns liquid at body temperature. As it's churned during fucking, it gets smoother. As it  moisturizes, the skin contacts get soothing.

One secret of our cheap and crude local coconut oil, it gets some whitish coconut milk mixed in that's good for fragrant coconut rice.
However, vigorous fucking will churn it into a whitish cream, looking like fresh cum.
It's not condom safe ofc.

I'm sure this topic had been widely discussed before.
Still, it's interesting as always.

For the record, my vote is for 5 and 6 and 7
and 8, not PC but true even for oldman like myself  :blind:
and I'm about 60yo myself.

Yes, in a self confident way and not narcissistic  way.

Basically no need to compare who's better than who, who's richer than who.
Unfortunately in the real world, most people are choosy and age, size, status comparisons are the norm.

@nikolaos84:

The way you describe it, sex sound like a compulsion or even onerous, I don't like it. I don't need to have sex just to have sex, only to compensate for future days.

If there is genuine attraction by both parties then everything is cool, have fun and enjoy it without constrains

I am 35, and I am quite overweight… there is a proportianiolity regarding older men and oversized men

I don't like it either. But age and biology waits for no men.
I'm shy to say that my libido is obviously going down.

Now I only need sex once a week. The worse part is that it takes a long time for me to get hard. I feel the need to release in my balls yet I don't have the same sexual strength in my cock. Sometimes porn and sex toys helped, sometimes they don't and I felt unfinished even though I managed to cum.

It's like when some people complain that they feel like they've peed but still feel unfinished.

I had to do what I normally won't like to do. There's a known cruising park many miles away and is known for truck drivers rest and recreation. Fortunately for me, I'm still in good shape and don't show my age yet. It didn't take long before I hooked up with one. To feel his virility was a pleasure and he drained me well that made my balls ache after.

I used to say that I'm versatile. But now I'm not good enough to top. The fact that he could fuck the hell out of me, now I'm resigned to be a bottom. I'm not risking my health by taking Viagra.

What I'm afraid is that sex is too easy if you're willing to put out. These truck drivers are raunchy and in need of quick release. I hate to be addicted to easy sex.
I tried not to think about it. Every few weeks that incomplete feelings in my balls just too bothering my daily life. For that I had to drive 1 hour to get relief.

I tried the apps but in small town, there are few and they're mostly regulars. Sad to say, I hooked up with one and he wanted me to be the top. I tried but even after his oral to help me get hard, I was not hard enough to penetrate and got soft. That ended with silent embarrassment.

It was even more embarrassment when he bumped into me at the cruising park. I was stark naked with a truck driver in a secluded spot. Apparently, it is a favorite spot for consummation for its seclusion. It's a small world after all.

@nikolaos84:

It is true that our choices are less when we grow older and older. I don't blame others for not being attracted to me, since I am not attracted to all guys anyway. I keep looking for people who are genuinly attracted to me and don't think that they are doing me a favour even if that means that i will be sexless for a while

"even if that means that i will be sexless for a while"
That's what my friend was saying, as we get older we don't have much time of for a while left, so better make Hay While the sun shine. Sex is sex, if the other party is not too unacceptable.

Though I'm well maintained for my age, soon age will still catch up with my looks.
Now the most obvious age sign is that I'm taking a long time to get fully erect and lose that erection quickly so the pleasures that I get from my cock are greatly diminished. However, my ass and nipples are more sensitive. So I'm getting most of my pleasures from bottoming. It's obvious that my testosterone level is so low that I'll feeling lethargic towards sex. I started to appreciate virile and aggressive men and feeling their virility fucking me aggressively makes me feel younger and wanted. It's like I'm clinging on to their virility.

It's like some old guys looking for young meat to feel young.
My equivalence is to feel a virile cock pounding into me and bringing me pleasures that I'm not able to get in my own.

Most old gays I met shy away from talking about age.

The truth is that matured men are less desirable.
Now that I've just passed the dreaded 60yo since last year, I could feel it. My FB just reminded me by complaining that I'm getting loose down there. Another fb simply stopped calling few years ago. I started facing age discrimination when looking for sex.

Last year while I was cruising for sex, I met someone a little older than me and he bluntly reminded me to make Hay While the sun shine. Do what it takes to get sex, you only have a few years left of shelf life. Now at his age he gets unfriendly looks and smack on his hand just for reaching out.

Well, he don't need to remind me, I said already knew that. Yes but am I willing to become a Dirty old man? How dirty? He pulled down my pants and parted my legs, fingered me while jacking my cock. One young guy slowed down while passing by. Old Man whispered to me, "go for it". With my pants in hand, I followed the young man behind some bushes and was thoroughly screwed till the bushes were rustling that attracted a few eyes.

Old man caught up with me after the act. We became casual chat buddies. He said the difference is that last time I was passive and subtle but now I literally chase after a guy with bare butts and pants in hand. I said that last time I was not really coy but then I thought guys wouldn't like me to be too direct. But now there's this unspoken expectation that old men are supposed to be freely available for sex anytime, anywhere since we're considered lucky to even get fucked. So he said I have to openly expose myself if necessary, like what he did to me just now.

Since then I've been going to the saunas regularly, whereas previously I have a few fbs that satisfy me enough. Now only one FB is still regular. Now I've no shame chasing after men. I don't mind having sex with someone my age or older but then, they can't fuck. We usually just do mutual jo or he oral me.  I'll let him finger me openly to attract attention. Interested top would only take over from there since I'm ready with my legs wide open.

Am I having old age crisis?  Is it taboo to even talk about old age amongst gays? It's dreaded and we want to avoid the subject.

I'm not lean enough to be gym bod,
not fat enough to be dad bod,
so I guess I'm dad-gym bod if you ask a twink,
gym-dad bod if you ask the bears,

pecs makes a man look strong, of course his other parts follows in proportions.

With terabytes to choose from, I become more and more selective bc I cannot afford the time to check everyone out.
Now I'm not much interested in the cock and sex parts, I'm more interested in the face and body.
Face must be masculine, smooth, fair, handsome but not scruffy or bald.
Body must be smooth, muscular, fair like an off season body builder that's meaty yet firm.
The more adjectives used, the narrower and more specific the choice AND the more shallow I am. It's all about ME and my gratification.

That's why experts say that porn is messing up the dating scene of straights and gays.
We choose partners like we choose porn. There maybe be thousands to choose from but unlike porn, not everyone is immediately available for "download" and immediate "gratification".