I used to have a really harry chest. Did laser to remove the hair and sincerely never felt hotter. I feel more confortable and sexy now. I sweat less at the gym all better

You have to find a sport or activity that works for you. Help you keep active even if it is just to improve your health. Another thing is finding a diet or style of eating that works for you. Piece by piece changing your diet and habits in order to make them healthier.
After that the weight should slowly decrease. But I suggest you focus more in improving the way you feel and your well being.

Anyone doing Crossfitt? How good is it as a sport? Does it help you get a good body? I heard there where a lot of homophobes and not every box was very receptive of gay people.

Coming out is the scariest bravest thing you can do. Its something for you and you alone. Sometimes people will not approve and you lose friends and family but you have to remember what it is about. Its about the freedom to be you and act as you. Not live in fear and shame.

I have hear of a few. A friend of mine had one where he came out to all of his friends at once. It was just a normal dinner between friends I find the whole idea a bit too much. Coming out is a personal thing that should strengthen the bond between you and however you tell. A party just feels less personal and more about attention.

I felt relieved Like this giant burden was lifted from me. OF course I was afraid before but was lucky to get a very positive reaction. All in all it was much better to come out

Basically it only ends when they find their next victim until then you just get better at hiding and running

If you think you can have a relationship like the one you had before ok but my advice at any sing of the same old shit run

The skin problem is causing you to feel shame. That with the Russian laws and all he pressure makes you feel like you should hide and repress a part of you. Obviously it is possible to hide and supress all desire. Is it healthy no. It will ruin your mental and physical health. You should try and seek therapy to help you deal with the image issues from your disease.
Its okay to want to be alone its not ok to think you deserve to be alone.

No. Those machines do little to none in terms of stimulating muscle. They are good post workout to help move the lactic acid and reduce soreness other then that a waste

I used to have a really harry chest. Did laser to remove the hair and sincerely never felt hotter. I feel more confortable and sexy now. I sweat less at the gym all better