How old were you when you find that you gay ??
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around 14
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I was about 13. Began noticing my eyes gravitating towards some of the guys in my class, and at home started searching on the internet for pictures of guys after noticing how guys in speedos were making me feel funny.
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I was always interested in seeing naked men, though as a kid back in the 1970's it wasn't so easy to do… No internet & porn was very hard to get hold of! My first wet dream was when i was 11 & that was about a man, I woke up all sticky, thinking "that's not supposed to be what happens!" I tried to fight my sexuality all through my teens & at university trying to convince myself it was "just a phase I was going through" and keeping myself firmly in the closet (though I did suck cock for the first time when I was 19 - & I loved it).
I'm a bear, always have been even before the term was coined, & the role models for gays we had in those days in UK were Mr Humphries from "Are you being served", Larry Grayson & Kenneth Williams. I didn't want to be camp or effeminate like them but I knew I preferred men to women.
Eventually when I was 24 after a long struggle with myself I gave in & admitted to myself I was gay, started going to Saunas & bars & discovered that gay comes in all flavours!
I met my hubby when I was 28, came out to my family & friends. That was 24 years ago -
12
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I can not even remember a time that I did not look a guy. I could not wait for spring/summer every year to see men in nearly no clothes at the beach and on the farm. I am/was a guy's guy and got along with men much better than woman so seeing men was never a problem for me. Playing sports growing up, had much sight seeing after a game or practice.
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it's weird cause i feel like now that i know it's always been obvious - first time i masturbated i fantasised about boys but still it was years after that that i began to comprehending the fact that it made me gay lol. even as a little kid i had such a fascination with men and what not. so i like realised i was gay when i was like 15, but it's not like i was straight before that; i have never done it with a girl or even found girls remotely sexy lol.
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I can remember thinking a guy was really really hot when I was in the first grade. I literally have never not known I liked guys.
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Hm… I think it was around 16, when I was in senior high. It's funny because before I realized I have an attraction to guys, I had a girlfriend. There was this senior of mine and whenever he got close and talked to me there was this flutter of butterflies in my belly. Weird ;D
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I'm about twenty and I haven't found him yet.
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It was all over. I was having dreams about locker room gangbangs at 5. Then when I was around 8 a friend of mine called the Hanson Brother or Backstreet Boys, I can't remember, Gay. I asked what that was and he said two boys who love each other. At that point I was like, oh shit that's me.
Life went on, I tried to deny it and eventually came to love and accept it.
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Pretty well as soon as I hit puberty. I was at an all male boarding school so sex was easily available, and I enjoyed it so much there didn't seem much point in chasing after women!
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I'm about twenty and I haven't found him yet.
We're talking about yourself.. (ourselves)
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I was having dreams about locker room gangbangs at 5.
How did you even know such things existed at age 5??? But I remember aroused thoughts about older boys in boy scout uniforms when I must've been 6 - 8. Then I thought a boy in my fourth grade class (age 9) was hot, and by that time I knew that made me queer, and that no one could ever find out. There's still something about cops and military men and those uniforms…
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I was about 15 years old when I realized that I was gay but when I look back there were definitely signs I should have been aware of.
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I was always interested in seeing naked men, though as a kid back in the 1970's it wasn't so easy to do… No internet & porn was very hard to get hold of! My first wet dream was when i was 11 & that was about a man, I woke up all sticky, thinking "that's not supposed to be what happens!" I tried to fight my sexuality all through my teens & at university trying to convince myself it was "just a phase I was going through" and keeping myself firmly in the closet (though I did suck cock for the first time when I was 19 - & I loved it).
I'm a bear, always have been even before the term was coined, & the role models for gays we had in those days in UK were Mr Humphries from "Are you being served", Larry Grayson & Kenneth Williams. I didn't want to be camp or effeminate like them but I knew I preferred men to women.
Eventually when I was 24 after a long struggle with myself I gave in & admitted to myself I was gay, started going to Saunas & bars & discovered that gay comes in all flavours!
I met my hubby when I was 28, came out to my family & friends. That was 24 years agoSame experiences here but in the 80s and first 90s, without internet or porn, the TV was a source for firsts erections :masbana:.
Do you remember the character of Corky , the chubby partner of Stephen Collins in "Tales of the Gold Monkey"? Well, I think I was very young to suffer a boner, but now I can recognize that I liked the series much more because if him.
And what about Miami Vice? No, I didn't like Don Johnson, I prefer Michael Talbott character, DT Switek, the fatty boy. I remember a scene in one episode, when he kissed a girl, I found myself with a strange feeling, with chills , and yes, this was one of my firsts erections.But, remember, a boy with 10-11 years then, without no information about sex, and even less info about homosexual feelings or relations.
For me there was like…mmm.. I feel this excitement because I watched a kiss, no problem with this, it's normal, a kiss between a macho-man and a woman. And I can't be gay, because I'm not a effeminate boy, and I like to play the games of boys of my age, (except sports, I was very intellectual), not stupid games with girls.
Also I felt similar sensations with Simon Lebon in the video "Wild Boys" (I guess by the leather pants, because I don't like it very much with other look), and with Bruce Willis in Moonlighting, I liked the series, but Willis was a plus.With 13 I had a wet dream , but never felt these days I was gay, because never liked a friend, or other young boy, and never fell in love with men or women. In my student days I liked 2 or 3 teachers, but was like "wow! I admire him" in an intellectual way. Today I admit, I liked in a sexual way also, but in the past was like they were only fantasies of my mind, because I don't was a twink or effeminate man, and don't liked.
The older men, always attracted me, but even so, I ignored the idea of being gay , until I fell in love around 23/24, at first was like the feelings for one of teachers of my past, but the feeling was growing and I admitted so sincerily that it hurts me to recognize to me that I was not "normal". I didn't trust in anyone to talk about this, except him. So, even though I was scared , because I didn't know how it would react about another man , younger, confessing his love for him, I told him. I was desperate, and in the closet. :closet:
I know from the begining that he wouldn't correspond to my feelings, because he was happy married with children, but I needed, simply talk.
I was so scared that his reaction was very homophobic and/or violent, but was one of the the best reactions I could imagine, he supported me and encouraged me to ask for help (I was very, very depressed those days) , and for coming out. Well, It took me one year more after this to coming out to my parents, I was 26. And then, soon I realized that I liked bears and I was "normal", and not alone anymore. -
I was always interested in seeing naked men, though as a kid back in the 1970's it wasn't so easy to do… No internet & porn was very hard to get hold of! My first wet dream was when i was 11 & that was about a man, I woke up all sticky, thinking "that's not supposed to be what happens!" I tried to fight my sexuality all through my teens & at university trying to convince myself it was "just a phase I was going through" and keeping myself firmly in the closet (though I did suck cock for the first time when I was 19 - & I loved it).
I'm a bear, always have been even before the term was coined, & the role models for gays we had in those days in UK were Mr Humphries from "Are you being served", Larry Grayson & Kenneth Williams. I didn't want to be camp or effeminate like them but I knew I preferred men to women.
Eventually when I was 24 after a long struggle with myself I gave in & admitted to myself I was gay, started going to Saunas & bars & discovered that gay comes in all flavours!
I met my hubby when I was 28, came out to my family & friends. That was 24 years agoSame experiences here but in the 80s and first 90s, without internet or porn, the TV was a source for firsts erections :masbana:.
Do you remember the character of Corky , the chubby partner of Stephen Collins in "Tales of the Gold Monkey"? Well, I think I was very young to suffer a boner, but now I can recognize that I liked the series much more because if him.
And what about Miami Vice? No, I didn't like Don Johnson, I prefer Michael Talbott character, DT Switek, the fatty boy. I remember a scene in one episode, when he kissed a girl, I found myself with a strange feeling, with chills , and yes, this was one of my firsts erections.But, remember, a boy with 10-11 years then, without no information about sex, and even less info about homosexual feelings or relations.
For me there was like…mmm.. I feel this excitement because I watched a kiss, no problem with this, it's normal, a kiss between a macho-man and a woman. And I can't be gay, because I'm not a effeminate boy, and I like to play the games of boys of my age, (except sports, I was very intellectual), not stupid games with girls.
Also I felt similar sensations with Simon Lebon in the video "Wild Boys" (I guess by the leather pants, because I don't like it very much with other look), and with Bruce Willis in Moonlighting, I liked the series, but Willis was a plus.With 13 I had a wet dream , but never felt these days I was gay, because never liked a friend, or other young boy, and never fell in love with men or women. In my student days I liked 2 or 3 teachers, but was like "wow! I admire him" in an intellectual way. Today I admit, I liked in a sexual way also, but in the past was like they were only fantasies of my mind, because I don't was a twink or effeminate man, and don't liked.
The older men, always attracted me, but even so, I ignored the idea of being gay , until I fell in love around 23/24, at first was like the feelings for one of teachers of my past, but the feeling was growing and I admitted so sincerily that it hurts me to recognize to me that I was not "normal". I didn't trust in anyone to talk about this, except him. So, even though I was scared , because I didn't know how it would react about another man , younger, confessing his love for him, I told him. I was desperate, and in the closet. :closet:
I know from the begining that he wouldn't correspond to my feelings, because he was happy married with children, but I needed, simply talk.
I was so scared that his reaction was very homophobic and/or violent, but was one of the the best reactions I could imagine, he supported me and encouraged me to ask for help (I was very, very depressed those days) , and for coming out. Well, It took me one year more after this to coming out to my parents, I was 26. And then, soon I realized that I liked bears and I was "normal", and not alone anymore.Good coming out for you!!
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About 15.
I knew I liked guys since I way younger. I enjoyed the company of other boys in my classes and got a little excited in change rooms when adult men were around. I didn't come to fully accept my sexuality until I was in high school though. -
I was attracted to my much older cousin when I was maybe about 6 or 7 years old.. I remember it vividly because I confessed it to his sister and she made fun of me for it, thankfully she never brought it up again.. it was before that age though that I started having "experiences" with both my neighbor and my classmate, it wasn't out of a sexual need but more from boredom since they were always the ones who initiated and practically begged for it.. I just agreed every time because they were my friends but I didn't actually enjoy it.. it was more about spending time with them for me.. after those experiences my curiosity grew and I started having crushes on guys, I didn't acknowledge and accept it until I was at least 13 though.
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probably 10
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I was attracted to my much older cousin when I was maybe about 6 or 7 years old..
Literally me, except that I made very active advances toward my cousin and we fooled around for several years lol
I probably didn't actually explicitly say to myself "I'm gay" until around 13 or 14 (mostly after my cousin and I stopped fucking because he went off to the military), but looking back on it, I've always been exceedingly homosexual and it's amazing that I ever thought otherwise.
