@durexxx:

i would say arabs to be honest they're super hot and manly

This

Mine was pretty awful.

It was with a BoyFriend.  We waited and what not, went on a trip and I pretty much knew it wasn't going to work out the moment we got to the hotel. He didn't really take any of my feelings into consideration, and would get frustrated at me for not doing certain things that I wasn't comfortable doing, sexually, at the time.  He tended to force himself on me during the trip and didn't really care that it was my first time.  I bottomed at the time and I was pretty tight, which he had trouble working with.  After one time I was pretty sore and he just gave me this look and said he didn't believe me, because he wasn't that big.

I'd say it depends on how bad the breakup was.  However, the only two ex's I have, we don't really speak much.  One, we were still friends but I haven't seen them in over a year, and I doubt we'll be hanging out anytime soon.  My other ex, well, I'll never see him again.  We talked for a bit, but there was distance between us and he ended up cutting all ties with me one day.

It was all over.  I was having dreams about locker room gangbangs at 5.  Then when I was around 8 a friend of mine called the Hanson Brother or Backstreet Boys, I can't remember, Gay.  I asked what that was and he said two boys who love each other.  At that point I was like, oh shit that's me.

Life went on, I tried to deny it and eventually came to love and accept it.

I depends on the person.

I for example, am a bottom who only enjoys sex while bottoming.  While I can top, and have done it plenty of times, I never get off or get any pleasure from it.  Which is I'd much rather bottom where I will get off and love it.

As long as the guy I'm with is okay with taking turns, I'd be fine with having a relationship with another bottom.