Blindgossip posted a blind about a former UK Eurovision star who streams himself barebacking and tallying up on a whiteboard how many loads he's taken.

Anyone know anything? 

So I was speaking to a member of another gay forum and he said there are websites like an Adult-version of Youtube, where there are videos hosted on there, that aren't hosted anywhere else.

Have you come across these sites?

I've never been caught but definitely close to it several times. My Dad is fucking annoying because he will come into my room without knocking, and then he'll say that he knocked when it never did. I always say that I'm changing and that seems to work.

I'd care less about a non-family member catching me.

Thanks for the advice dude!

The step-by-step approach seems to be working and I'll continue by telling the sister's friend, who'll be able to guide me best.

Thanks again.

I can't wait to finally live a more open and less secretive life.

So I'm 26 and am still in the closet and have no problem telling friends and people I work with, but am a bit anxious about telling my family and relatives.

I quite certain my family have an idea and there have been plenty of clues such as that I've never had a girlfriend and am a bit of a "woman" about certain things. I'm confident on the one hand that my Mum would be fine about it since she works for Harrods Department Store and there's a lot of gay guys who work there, and she seems to be fine about them.

Secondly, I reckon they would be fine about it since I have Autism, a mild-version of it called Asperger's Syndrome and they except me for being different, so there's no reason they wouldn't accept me for that. My Sister has given me an inkling of a feeling that she's uncomfortable around gay people, but her best friend is very open-minded and liberal-thinking, so I reckon she'd defend me or stand up for me.

My family all vote Conservative and are quite traditional and narrow-minded and whilst they love me and accept me, I'm worried if I do come out, how that would affect things.

Awkward, but I've been ripped away from my new account, "LoveKills", and am back in my previous incarnation. Apologies for the problems and hope this can all be forgiven.