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When young and naive, I thought my attraction to men meant that I was supposed to be a woman.  I didn't know that there were other options.  So glad that I found that there are men who simply love men!  I love my dick too much to give it up!

That's the way I feel, I like my body and my boy parts, but I sometimes feel like it would be easier for me to live if I were born a woman, so once in a while I fantasize about the thought what if I were a woman. I hope you folks get my idea :lolp:

I feel the same. While I do love taking it passively–especially from hung transformers, I've never felt an overwhelming desire to be female. Sure I have an imagination, and when I was younger I felt like I should of been born a girl, but I think puberty provided my male pride.

While I'd still like to try drag for fun, I feel I'm far too masculine and sexist to even make an attempt at a convincing female persona.

NO. I LOVE being a MAN who loves MEN. I have NO desire to be a women, to be treated as one, or to be with one (again).  But of course I respect those who feel otherwise.

While I find the Watersports SIG very interesting, it covers a very broad area.  Based on torrents both uploaded and downloaded, there seems to be interest in voyeurism of various categories.  I feel there is room for a VOYEUR SIG in which watersports as well as other, non-yello forms of the interest can be covered.  Let me know what you think.  If there's enough interest, I would be happy to suggest the SIG to staff.  Thanks!

There's something so fkn sexy about a man taking a piss.

I recall the Mr. Humphry character in the British comedy, "Are You Being Served?"  It's somewhat of a cult classic here in the U.S..  He's the quintessential gay character, although supposedly he was not gay, merely a momma's boy.

It is an interesting discussion: Does merely having a gay character make a series "gay interest"?  Television and film have adopted the requirement of a token Black character, and hence are now adding a token gay character.  This often does more harm than good.  I've been forced to watch the horrible series, "GLEE," twice and find the "gay" student character an outright embarrassment. He's a heterosexual's version of what a gay character should be: weak, blatantly effeminate with exaggerated mannerisms, uncontrollably emotional, and most importantly, laughable.  There's a history of gay characters playing the sweet but silly, misguided, harmless clown.  Were gay characters allowed to be taken seriously, it would be a perceived threat to the larger heterosexual audience. And that would cost advertisement dollars.

No offense, but the quality of the "tv" shows on air make me glad I have little time to watch television.  All the more reason I'm glad I can fill what view time I have with a specific torrent.  But, to each his own.

[mgre]Please do not use white color on a light-gray background. It is nearly impossible to read the text of your posting. So I removed the color![/mgre]

From my experience and understanding, almost all gyms and locker rooms have an underground cruise scene.  Almost every hotel I've stayed at which offers a gym or sauna, has something going on - often recognizable only to those in the know, though not always so discrete.  In a way this is a negative thing as not all men, straight or gay, liberal or not, appreciate getting hit on, openly stared at, touched, or even walking in on two men having sex. It makes some understandably uncomfortable.

For a while I avoided all public gyms simply because being the shy guy I am, was uncomfortable and embarrassed being hit on in that setting.  I hate feeling like I'm under constant scrutiny, being judged as "cruise worthy" or not.  And when not, then feeling ostracized.  Granted, part of my insecurity is the fear that I don't measure up - by which I mean looks and muscle mass, not dick size! LOL!

Once, in a university locker-room, this one guy pissed me off by coming on strong and not taking no for an answer.  Not only was he not attractive to me: too young and blatently effeminate, but the university was also my workplace and I don't "shit where I eat."  Not to mention I was on a strict time frame.  I needed to do my workout, shower and get to my office.  I told him straight out, thanks but i'm not interested.  Still he wouldn't let up: following me, staring at me, even trying to cop a feel.  I'm not a violent person, but finally punctuated my feelings by throwing a shampoo bottle across the room at him.  I missed his head by about 2 inches.  Even then, he watched me dress by pretending to preen in a mirror, then flounced off.  Cool that he was interested, I'm flattered - totally uncool that he wouldn't take no for an answer.

I was in the military for ten years including a year serving in one of our recent wars.  Some knew I'm queer, others didn't, but it didn't matter.  I didn't make anyone uncomfortable by taking advantage of the situation or by making a nuisance of myself.  Sure I saw a hell of a lot of cock and enjoyed every one of them, but knew better than to be obvious about it. Not only would such behavior be unappreciated as it makes others uncomfortable, but it would have been disrespectful, like the dude I mention above.  It is currently illegal to be openly gay in our military, but more important, I wanted to be treated like a vital, equal member of the team.  Hopefully with new legislation pending regarding this topic, some will remember and think, that dude was queer and he was alright!

…that dude was queer and he was alright!

Edit, Noughty: removed double post

Thanks for the info. on ascending. I was curious to know how it worked. And heaven knows, I need all the help I can get - in this life and the next! LOL

I'm hardly an elitist, but I think there should be a notation/division and/or distinction (seed bonus reward?) for those of us who take the time to actually find videos, turn them into torrents, create still images, go through the sometimes difficult/strenuous task of uploading, seeding and awaiting for (hoping for) approval VS. those who take advantage of the privileges offered here while contributing nothing themselves - keeping their ratio up by merely seeding 24/7.

An active, healthy community is made up of its members and their participation.  In a personal correspondence, a member friend stated that he'd never made a torrent, didn't know how, and didn't care to know how.  I didn't comment, but it seems like an odd message from someone inhabiting a torrent specific site.  But: C'est la vie!

(So, how do I qualify for AUTO APPROVAL?)

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Hey notquiteme, thanks for the comment.  How about writing up some of these experiences, fleshing out the detail, and posting them here?  I'd sure love to hear them!

Thank you, Cumeater.  I was waiting for such an invite.  Otherwise, once again, I'd be merely talking to myself.

Its been awhile since I last sat on a beat up industrial plastic toilet seat in a tiny cubicle at a public rest area, trying to keep my feet straight forward in the "shit" position, while the rest of my body is contorted awkwardly, allowing me to focus on the single beam of light coming in through a small hole drilled into the stall wall.  Unnoticed by the naive, ignored by the apathetic, this tiny opening allows those in the know a view of urinals lined up uniformly, and more importantly, a close up view of the various cock meat yanked out by those coming in to piss.

The rusty door to this reststop john is blocked open.  Daylight, direct and indirect, all the better to see with.  The best stops have sky lights.  I hear footsteps along the gravel path, heavy, rapid. The sounds of a trucker needing to take a quick whizz before getting back on the highway.  The lighter more lethargic steps, those of tourists with time on their side.

The sound changes as the boots enter the room, now hitting dirty tile.  He's in a hurry. I instinctively get into position, that beam of light a beacon, and I carefully put my eye to the hole.  I only see large hands quickly fumbling with a leather belt, a top button and zipper.  The other hand reaches in like a scoop in a well rehearsed manner, unconsciously hauling out his most precious cargo.  That most recognizable flesh comes into site.  Regardless of size, color, cut or uncut, nothing mimics the soft skinned, blue veined shaft flesh and the unique beautiful "helmet" shape of a man's cock head!

Immediately that familiar, wonderful sound as a high pressure flow of piss, bubbling, foaming and churning hits the pisser.  A shiver, and the low vocal sound of relief, similar to the groan of orgasm.  A sigh of relief.  A quick shake, a squeeze, a tug from the shaft to the head, draining those last drops of piss, a pull of the zipper, and he's gone.  But forever in my mind.

I see a heavy yellow twisted stream coming from the tip of a large pink cockhead. He unconsciously (or intentionally) places his hand in his pocket, allowing a glorious full view.  Not a magazine, not a movie, the real thing just inches away.  My face separated from his crotch by only a thin wall.  Glossy pubes; heavily veined shaft; rotund cock head; yellow piss; and  occasionally heavy, pendulous balls.

The waistband of his jockeys sometimes held down by a heavy nut sack, divided by two large orbs.  Resting atop that big sack rests a beautiful soft cock. The head is big and pink. The pink ends where it meets the darker circumcision scar and the shaft becomes a soft brown, tapering to the beautiful bush.  About 2 1/2 - 3 inches, soft.  Fat and heavy.  From my angle I can even see the piss slit forced open by the heavy stream, pencil thick. Me, absorbed in the exctasy of his piss.  What a view!  A site all mine, if just for the moment; One that would be visible to me under no other circumstance.  My cock hurts, I'm so hard.  My gut aches - I long for what can not be mine.  A fleeting moment of satisfaction and longing.  Who's next?!

**With the public becoming more savvy to "our" ways, such opportunities are becoming more and more rare. Even contemporary architecture is designed to prevent this simple, harmless pleasure. What a shame. Memories are what I have left. **

AS MY EXPERIENCES ARE IN THE PAST, I WOULD LOVE TO HEAR YOUR OWN SIMILAR EXPERIENCE!

Its been awhile since I last sat on a beat up industrial plastic toilet seat in a tiny cubicle at a public rest area, trying to keep my feet straight forward in the "shit" position, while the rest of my body is contorted awkwardly, allowing me to focus on the single beam of light coming in through a small hole drilled into the stall wall.  Unnoticed by the naive, ignored by the apathetic, this tiny opening allows those in the know a view of urinals lined up uniformly, and more importantly, a close up view of the various cock meat yanked out by those coming in to piss.

The rusty door to this reststop john is blocked open.  Daylight, direct and indirect, all the better to see with.  The best stops have sky lights.  I hear footsteps along the gravel path, heavy, rapid. The sounds of a trucker needing to take a quick whizz before getting back on the highway.  The lighter more lethargic steps, those of tourists with time on their side.

The sound changes as the boots enter the room, now hitting dirty tile.  He's in a hurry. I instinctively get into position, that beam of light a beacon, and I carefully put my eye to the hole.  I only see large hands quickly fumbling with a leather belt, a top button and zipper.  The other hand reaches in like a scoop in a well rehearsed manner, unconsciously hauling out his most precious cargo.  That most recognizable flesh comes into site.  Regardless of size, color, cut or uncut, nothing mimics the soft skinned, blue veined shaft flesh and the unique beautiful "helmet" shape of a man's cock head!

Immediately that familiar, wonderful sound as a high pressure flow of piss, bubbling, foaming and churning hits the pisser.  A shiver, and the low vocal sound of relief, similar to the groan of orgasm.  A sigh of relief.  A quick shake, a squeeze, a tug from the shaft to the head, draining those last drops of piss, a pull of the zipper, and he's gone.  But forever in my mind.

I see a heavy yellow twisted stream coming from the tip of a large pink cockhead. He unconsciously (or intentionally) places his hand in his pocket, allowing a glorious full view.  Not a magazine, not a movie, the real thing just inches away.  My face separated from his crotch by only a thin wall.  Glossy pubes; heavily veined shaft; rotund cock head; yellow piss; and  occasionally heavy, pendulous balls.

The waistband of his jockeys sometimes held down by a heavy nut sack, divided by two large orbs.  Resting atop that big sack rests a beautiful soft cock. The head is big and pink. The pink ends where it meets the darker circumcision scar and the shaft becomes a soft brown, tapering to the beautiful bush.  About 2 1/2 - 3 inches, soft.  Fat and heavy.  From my angle I can even see the piss slit forced open by the heavy stream, pencil thick. Me, absorbed in the exctasy of his piss.  What a view!  A site all mine, if just for the moment; One that would be visible to me under no other circumstance.  My cock hurts, I'm so hard.  My gut aches - I long for what can not be mine.  A fleeting moment of satisfaction and longing.  Who's next?!

**With the public becoming more savvy to "our" ways, such opportunities are becoming more and more rare. Even contemporary architecture is designed to prevent this simple, harmless pleasure. What a shame. Memories are what I have left. **

AS MY EXPERIENCES ARE IN THE PAST, I WOULD LOVE TO HEAR YOUR OWN SIMILAR EXPERIENCE!

..pretty pictures aside, back to the main issue Pleeeze: 
There are many things software cannot pick up, which is all the reason for rules to be in place.  Software can't recognize images of under age actors, so we have a rule forbidding these things and depend on the vigilance of our members to enforce the rules. There's no reason a rule against seed stealing shouldn't be in place.  Policing may not be consistent, but a rule in place will give initial seeders the option to report such behavior.  With no rule, the reporting of seed stealing appears a mere whiney complaint.  With a rule in place, reporting the activity is a legitimate attempt to keep all in check and hold members responsible for their behavior. Certainly moderators and staff have not previously hesitated to add to the list of rules currently in place - with or without mention of source code.

As with the original poster, I take the time to create and upload torrents and expect to receive the benefits that go along with doing so.  Not out of some sort of greed or need to be a hero, but because balancing my ratio is a basic necessity to remaining an active, responsible member and is necessary to moving on up the Gaytorrent ladder (I upload and upload, and have yet to be allowed more than a 2 torrent limit;  And the rank of "power user" seems like pie in the sky at this point. But, I digress…).

Before reading this forum, I had no idea that seed stealing was a problem (or even possible).  Apparently neither did the seed stealer in question: He was merely attempting to super seed. With no rule in place he had no idea what he was doing is wrong - or at least frowned upon.  Isn't this what rules are for: a listing of what is and is not allowed?  No source code changes or even additional programing required.

I sincerely enjoy these serious discussions and enjoy members actually taking the time to discuss and debate issues relevant to the site. Apathy is such an easy pussy cop out.

This is not an unusual marketing ploy.  Many studios, such as Falcon, repackage their videos in various collections and "specials".  For them, it's all about the money.

Great pics! Thanks!

HOPE YOU'LL CHECK OUT MY LATEST UPLOADS! 
DOZENS OF SUPER HOT VOYEUR PISS SCENES TAKEN FROM MY FOUR YEAR ONLINE COLLECTION.  FILMED ON COLLEGE CAMPUSES, AIRPORT LOUNGES, TRAIN STATION PISSERS, AND MORE! A GREAT VARIETY OF MEN, THEIR COCKS  AND PISSING HABITS!

Damn! You're cock is a beauty!  (nice nuts too!) Thanks for sharing!!

The download of voyeur videos demonstrate that the genre is an area of interest to the community.  Probably just too much to ask that anyone actually take the time to share their experiences.  Apathy seems to be the word of the day.

**It's always easier to watch than it is to actually participate.  **

(NOT SURE IF THIS IS THE CORRECT FORUM) I would enjoy swapping stories with other member of their authentic (only true, non fictional) personal accounts of voyeurism.  Peeping, peeping and getting caught, an unusual experience, discovered you were being watched, whatever! I'm sure there are plenty of us out there.  The subjects taboo still keep many voyeur fiends in closet.  I enjoyed the work of Boyd McDonald and would like to swap similar stories.

Sometimes words paint a picture that literal film/photography simply cannot.

Look forward to hearing from you horny peepers!

I can't express how supported and validated I feel by the overwhelming expression of support I've received from both members and staff. Thanks Brothers!

A very good question and some interesting replies.  I was surprised that during one of my searches a Neil Diamond music CD came up.  While I'm a fan of the man, this is not the site I would expect to find his work.

I have donated to this site, more than once.  But 50 Euros currently translates close to 70 U.S. Dollars.  To a student like myself, that can make the difference between buying all my books this semester or not.  One of the reasons P2P is such a great option.  That said, I do very much advocate supporting the site -based on individual ability.