Spit roasting is one of my particularly more enjoyable fetishes. I've been spit roasted before and when it happened, it was a little different than what I expected. I had an almost overwhelming sense of not being in control, and a spine tingling sensation of fear and panic that I was trapped and unable to really do much about it, since two dicks were coming at me at once, and I had to use all my focus to keep from getting disoriented until both ends synced up to complimentary rhythms at both end. It was amazing. Doesn't sound amazing, but it definitely felt amazing. ALL of it. The sensations, the emotions, the mind warping with the spacial orientation, then the hypnotic rhythm. It was like a sensory overload that forced my body and mind to be fully aware of their relation to eachother, causing my head to focus on my location and force out all other distractions that normally fog up my brain. I guess one can say, it was… grounding.

It's worth just about as much as you make it worth. Same as everything else. The amount of attention you invest in this one particular aspect of your life should ultimately have one goal, and that is for fulfillment. It isn't your whole identity, obviously, but it is a part of what makes you an individual. It's not worth it to dismiss any one part of your identity, just as it's equally unhealthy to spend too much of your time on it too the point it may begin to affect any other part of your life. Happiness is achieved through balance. Deciding on a path in either extremes will ultimately lead to regret. If the goal is to achieve fulfillment in life, then my best advice is to continuously evaluate your options as you live your life, not before your options and choices in life begin to present themselves. Ultimately, you can't live a life beyond the opportunities that come your way or the ones you make for yourself. But so long as you decide to make choices that are true to who you are, you will ultimately find fulfillment. I don't know of anyone personally who has ever achieved happiness by living their lives by ignoring their own values.

Well, I do have a comprehensive list of TIM videos, but not being into black bottoms myself, I never made any annotations for that. I do know that the recent Pre-Release Scene titled Bay Fuck starring Lito Cruz and Colin Black, from the upcoming "Return To Meat Rack" (which will be the 3rd in the series after TIM-055 Meat Rack, and TIM-065 Meat Packing [a.k.a. Meat rack II]). I don't have a copy of the video, but you can see photos now…

hxxp://www.treasureislandmedia.com/TreasureIslandMedia_2007/cart/Pre-Release-Scene-from-RETURN-TO-MEAT-RACK.html

I'll do a quick browse later and see if I find any other scenes. Theoretically, you could get each scene individually and compile your own collection. People are able to purchase the scenes from TIM's site individually, and people do upload individual scenes occasionally... so... the good news is you can make your own TIM video (compilation), of all black bottoms.  ;D

I know no one has posted in this thread for a while, but I couldn't help reading it. I don't know if anyone is interested in learning a new random fact or not, but throat fucking is called irrumatio (also irrumation). Where as fellatio is where the receiver actively moves his head up and down the shaft of a penis, irrumatio is where the feeder is thrusting his penis in a feeders mouth and throat. The distinguishing factor between the two apparently lies in which person is thrusting what… head or cock...

Hmmm... maybe there should be a star floating across the screen with a rainbow tail right now, while someone says, "the more you know..." LoL