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@boomvoom8 For the next time, you could use the image search of Yandex. I have used it to find the original source of gay porn in the past. It works 70% of the times I tried it.

Talking about myself, I also have feelings of guilt and shame in those moments after cumming. And, some times, I even cry when I'm stil jerking off before all my cum go out my body. I feel much more alone after fapping, too. From time to time, I broadcast in cam4 and Chaturbate just to feel less lonely, even if the only guys that write me usually are a lot older (like I could call them “dad” or “grandfather”).

I still think that everything gonna be fine when I finally find the right guy, but everyday I'm more resigned to the idea of “you'll stay alone till you die”. I'm neurotic, a psychologist told me so before quitting the treatment, explaining that she felt incapable of helping me. That's probably the reason no guy stand me for more than a few months.

So, yeah, maybe I should embrace POM as the only way of trying to satisfy my needs. Even if I need love more than sex. 

With porn we need to see more a more extreme things to get excited… At least that is what I think.

The first times that I had sex I usually kept my socks on.
Now, I don't really mind if I have my socks on or off.

But I always ask my boyfriend to keep HIS socks on. When he doesn't use socks while having sex, I can't cum easily. I need to see his socks over his feet while he's fucking me, or when I'm fucking him.

Oh yes!

I've been doing it since I was a child. Because I started to sniff the socks of my best friend when I was 7 years old. He sniffed my socks too. It was something mutual.

After that, the fetish with socks stayed with me. And I started to steal socks from cousins, and other men. I even began to pick socks of the street.

Fortunately, I stop picking socks from the street. It's highly unsanitary.