Yeah I get it. But I just don't understand a thing. How can it be possible? What's so different about a dick and a dildo that it triggers you so much. You sure it's a problem with hemmorhoids? Not with your mental state? Like doing that to yourself is easier than doing by someone else. Does it happen to when someone else puts a dildo in you ?
I guess it's like this: when you use a dildo, you (or your partner) use it with your/his hands. That means you can control it better than a dick – some people are so clumsy and abrupt when using their dick to fuck a hole that it can hurt you. With a dildo (or a finger, or a fist) everything is more easily controlled (speed, depth, etc). So for a person who has hemorrhoids (or just any other kind of problem) and can't take stuff in his ass easily, dildos and hands work the best than the dick of a clumsy fucker 
