@mgsex Didn't know what to expect after NFR. I enjoyed the toned down instrumentals. White Dress, COTCC, Wild At Heart, Dark But Just A Game and Breaking Up Slowly are my favorites. Maybe Yosemite too.

@mgsex Didn't know what to expect after NFR. I enjoyed the toned down instrumentals. White Dress, COTCC, Wild At Heart, Dark But Just A Game and Breaking Up Slowly are my favorites. Maybe Yosemite too.

@inzayn:

Disclosure - Defeated No More

:cheers: Superb taste!

Prélude in F major, Op. 2 No. 1 by Steven Isserlis, Stephen Hough (Sergei Rachmaninoff)

@Dremric:

hell, everyone here was so young! I was 22.

That's unusual. What's the story behind that? Did you ever ejaculate before you masturbated for the first time?

Inconclusive. My doctor recommended me to see a urologist. He wanted me to see a urologist before prescribing medication/suggesting treatments, and if we don't get anything out of that, more tests. It's been a bit over a week since.

And as I look into ED & other possible causes more, I'm kinda losing initiative to treat whatever I have.  :cheesy2:

I have an appointment soon, now. I hope I get a definitive answer as to what's happening. Thanks @furfiend for answering.

Cheat days help. But I heard cheat days aren't ideal for losing fat only (for people who're trying to be leaner, not "lighter").

@furfiend:

This could indicate a glandular problem, or an injury.  It could also be psychological.  I think you definitely need to talk to a doctor about it, though.  No one's going to be able to properly diagnose this without running several tests to rule out various possibilities.

I guess. I hope it's not psychological though. I'm too fucked in the head. It'll be a pain too to look for a specialist (who treats dicks?) since I live in the backwoods lol.

Since 15/16, I stopped having morning wood and random erections.

During that time, I also acquired an unhealthy eating and exercising habit. In a span of 2 months, I lost 45-50 lbs., from 180 to around 130 lbs. I was 5'11" tall at the time. I've since eaten healthier. During that time (to this day, actually :cheesy2:) I always felt mentally fatigued and unmotivated. Might be a mild (yet lengthy) case of depression :crazy2:.

The only instances of me having an erection were if I a) was touching myself, or b) was being stimulated by erotic material. I never got random boners. I never had a smidge of any sexual relationship (at all, to this day, yes, I'm a virgin). So yeah, it was not porn addiction, since I still got erections when I fantasized about the people around me (or does that not matter?).

My erections whenever I masturbated weren't all that SOLID really. They were hard, sure, but they still felt "fleshy." If I stopped masturbating/watching porn, my erection went down fairly quick. After a minute or two of no stimulation I'd have been completety flaccid. After I ejaculating, I'd instantly go soft, not like those porn actors who, after cumming, even reinsert their fucking cocks in whatever hole's in fromt of them.

I'm nearing 20 now. Things are still the same. ED? Or am I actually just addicted to porn?

Raw (2016)

7/10

As I was looking for the name of  the actress who played the protagonist (amazingly), I found out that this was the director's first feature film. Good god. It was visually stunning, and posits a very heterodox view on cannibalism. It was hyped during its release for it's gore, but it was actually pretty tame. It's a quite a thrilling coming of age story.

The Neon Demon (2016)

7/10

Like Raw, it was breathtakingly beautiful. It's a fashion magazine's editorial page every goddamn scene. Story-wise, it reminded me of Junji Ito's Tomie, sans transmogrification. It was delightful.

Team America: World Police (2004)

7/10

A satiric clusterfuck with hilarious flailing puppets. The details in the sets were glorius. Parisian pavementes decorated with concrete croissants? Fucking genius.
"Matt Damon."

The Void (2016)

6.5/10

Good. Acting was meh (almost bad, really), CGI is lackluster. It accomplished what it was trying to do with the "cosmic dread" theme. Quite the Lovecraftian tale.

(Holy crap what a bizarre quartet of films.)

@flozen:

But… electing to spend a year on GT in the pursuit of fine cinema, and chit chat with some of the greatest minds to ever tap a keyboard with their one free hand -- now that's something quite special.  Congratulations and many happy returns!

This year I might switch hands. Balance is key.
:hehe: