Posts made by chinabxy
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RE: I hate being gay so much
https://forum.gaytorrent.ru/index.php?topic=56038
I hate being gay
I hate being black
I hate being feminine
I hate how nobody loves me.I don't have anybody to turn to. At all.
I feel porn is all I have, and porn is good. It is. But I wish I had a boyfriend.
I feel like I'm never gonna be happy.
I'm' 27 and I've never had a boyfriend and I'm just getting impatient.
Ugh.
I'm really thinking of suicide or similar and worse things.
to be honest, I am 30 years old, and I am still a virgin. I never had a boyfriend, and I am not coming out, both my parents and relatives and colleagues are put tons of pressure on me about marriage, but I am still alive, I dont want to be married a person I dislike. so I am still signle. still waiting. despite of those pressure.
Be a man, and be brave. life will be better.