@homeboy2403:

I like Johnny Rapid, Tyler Saint , Zeb Atlas

they are all straight

@Domosuke:

https://forum.gaytorrent.ru/index.php?topic=56038

I hate being gay
I hate being black
I hate being feminine
I hate how nobody loves me.

I don't have anybody to turn to. At all.

I feel porn is all I have, and porn is good. It is. But I wish I had a boyfriend.

I feel like I'm never gonna be happy.

I'm' 27 and I've never had a boyfriend and I'm just getting impatient.

Ugh.

I'm really thinking of suicide or similar and worse things.

to be honest, I am 30 years old, and I am still a virgin. I never had a boyfriend, and I am not coming out, both my parents and relatives and colleagues are put tons of pressure on me about marriage, but I am still alive, I dont want to be married a person I dislike. so I am still signle. still waiting. despite of those pressure.
Be a man, and be brave. life will be better.