Assuming you are "of age", I would try and get a job as an attendant with an airline, or as a steward on a cruise ship. Such positions would allow you a safe way to meet people and see what other countries have to offer. Trying to foster a love connection online is not unheard of, but it carries risks all it's own. You have no way of knowing what a persons true intentions are, and could be placing yourself in danger. Be careful.