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if not a gay one then I lossens time (2013) is def my fav!

Voor en verloen soldaat, real good movie! there's a torrent on here i'm quite sure

Lakyn - View Looks So Good :love:

Vault - One Last Night :ajoy:

hey fellas! i have a bit of a dilemma and honestly feel like i don't know where to turn for answers. maybe any of you can help or have similar troubles or whatever

basically: should i stop watching porn?

what really sucks about the whole thing is that you can't base your decision on anything but your emotions right? and my emotions about porn are like a fucking pendulum. if haven't watched porn for like 2 days i get all positive and feel like there's so much great stuff so i get home and start downloading being really psyched, big boner just waiting for it come home, watch it and jerk off like crazy, you know. then i cum and i always feel real fucking bad like "ugh why did i do this?".

it's not a shame-thing, i'm quite certain, because i NEVER feel like that if masturbate just in bed with only my thoughts. the big difference there being i'm always a part of my own fantasies, and i try to keep the fantasies all about being equal with my partner, like - i get off like crazy thinking about just sitting naked beside a guy and we jerk each other off. after those session i always feel GREAT.

but i feel like i always get such a bad gut-feeling after watching and cuming to porn, especially straight porn (i watch like 50/50 straight stuff)! i'm thinking it might be connected to the sense of losing control, because i feel like i do lose control a bit when i watch porn - which i'm guessing is connected to the whole biological aspect of it and how sexual behaviour affects dopamine and stuff. but i feel like we should be able to be stronger than our fucking out-dated biology right?!

and once again, when i don't have that bad feeling i fucking love porn - so many hot guys and a lot of it is so well produced and it has really helped me in discovering my sexuality over time so it's like… since it's not all bad (if even bad at all wtf) i don't want to stop, but i really don't want to do something that gives me anxiety!

sorry for the longest post in history but

any thoughts? does anyone have like a similar experience? thankful for any input, really. xoxo

it's the biggest cliché but i remember being like nine and just being so drawn to my gym teacher lol. he was somewhere between 20-30 i think, blond and tall + always like super nice to me despite being the weird kid. i didn't have a concept of "gay" then but it wasn't long after this that i started masturbating, and i remember thinking about him then too. i swear it was years later i realised i was gay, which is so weird lol.

burial - young death :cool2:

Hozier - Do I Wanna Know :love:
Youtube Video

also perhaps angel lopez and filip bethsaida for staxus? downed that myself like a week ago or something.

ur very specific + what you describes sounds to die for lol but can't come up with too much. have you seen hayden clark & max carter for helix?  if not that's a personal fav of mine that i think fall along the lines.

@Jason23:

Taylor Kinney from Chicago Fire (& Vampire Diaries)

he has that look like you can imagine how he smells, and i mean that in a positive/sexy way.
does anyone get what i mean? lol

luke evans. like is this a joke?!

front cover (2015): 4/10.
nice with some diversity in cinema in general and lgbt-cinema i particular, but i thought it was a bit of an unpolished diamond lol.

liz longley - never really mine :afr:

i do from time to time, but i want to say it was worst in the past. i've like learned to think around it.

for me it's the times when my "sessions" of porn and jerking off seem to escalate, and an idea i've read about somewhere is that the shame/guilt comes from a sense of losing control? i can actually sort of relate it to times when i've binged on food and such like it's a similar thing.

another theory is that it's just pure hormones, because sex is all about dopamine - that the shame/guilt basically just is feeling the drastic dip after that intense peak u know?

anyways i'm with you and i bet a lot of other guys are too lol

Greyson Chance - London

can you believe that's the little guy who went viral with paparazzi 6 years ago: https://youtu.be/bxDlC7YV5is ?!

animal crossing new leaf when i bought my 3ds :cool2:

i do, but it sort of fluctuates in intensity - haven't open the app in a week or two now. they did add some new pokemons recently tho so might get into it again lol

some bg: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Extraversion_and_introversion#Varieties

• feel free to expand your answer with comments :laugh:

bel ami and sean cody are the ones i download the heaviest, but as others have said before me i'm quite actor-driven + depends very on the mood. i watch quite a bit of vintage and straight porn too like.