How old were you when you find that you gay ??
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How old were you when you find that you gay ??
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Since I was twelve years old
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My story began with the priest he was lovely shape white hair and blue eyes so I found myself driven to him
This was the beginning
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How I wish to go back in time again and live the same story with the same person
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The first sexual experiences I had were gay–I met one boy to suck each other off regularly, while I was approached by an older man I later saw pretty often who loved me to let him fuck my tight, virgin, barely-teeenage ass. Later on, I don't know if word got around or what, but other boys approached me and, as we lived in a rural area where we could pretty much do as we pleased, I had my hands (and my mouth and my ass) as full of as much cock as I could handle at the time.
Then, I got my driver's license and met some girls who liked to ride around in my car, hang on me, play each other off to see who would sit next to me, and that's how I got to thinking, oh, yeah--I'm heterosexual, all right.
NOT! I went back and forth for years, more gay than straight, and it caused all kinds of problems mostly with the women I was seeing from time to time, before I ended up just surrendering to the fact that I'm gay, that's it, no more anxiety, nervousness, shame, none of it. I'm gay and that's who I am--take me or leave me! F-you if you don't like it!
Of course, that only occurred when I was 42-freakin'-years-old. I'd like to say better late than never, but it just feels like a whole lot of time wasted for nothing when I look back (wasting time with women, that is~). I probably could have had a lot more fun if I'd followed the path I'd started on . . .
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That is a very interesing question, but it doesn't have an answer for me, because the whole thing was more like a process to me. Scince I was about 11 or 12 I knew that I found boys attractive, but - incredibly - I never associated that feeling with being gay. The time passed and more and more I struggled with that feelings, but always denying to myself the possibility of being gay. It was only after 18 that I started - slowlly - accepting that reality. I had, from about 18 to 21, a "fake bi" phase. From 21 onwards I admited being solelly gay.
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19 years old when i fell in love with him.
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When I switched from straight porn to gay porn, I said oh f#ck, I'm gay lol. Even way before that I've noticed but still in denial because of my straight friends. In grade school, I always asked myself why is my bearded bear teacher so freakin' sexy!
How old were you when you find that you gay ??
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It was kind of a process actually. I remember I first got excited over the Men underwear section of my mom's clothing magazines. I was around 6 years old. I didn't know exactly why I was getting a little boner over those muscle hairy-chested men in tight boxers briefs. I remember I even used to lick the paper, I didn't know why but I loved it. I barely knew what sex was about, but whenever I watched a shirtless man on TV I got a boner, I remember the guys from the original "Merlose Place" tv series, I loved to watch the sex scenes, specially from the "Silk Stalkings" TV series with Rob Estes. (I didn't know how I was able to watch that) I loved it, even when I didn't know anything about penetration.
Then when I was 9 years old, I discovered the "adult films." Not actually porn, but really erotic. I wondered why those women screamed when those big muscle men was moving back and forth behind them… I only knew I was really turned by it. When I was in school I discovered the function of the penis and I got obsessed over it, but I didn't say anything. I remember a quote from my science book, it was describing the penis glans, I just memorized it since then:
"Glans: Is the most sensible part of the penis, when it rubes inside the vagina , it provides pleasant stimulation, that's why another function of the penis, is to provide pleasure"
Those words sucked in my head for a loooong time. I got really obsessed with penis. And suddenly I understood why those women of the "naked" films moaned like that, it was not pain, it was pleasure, I understood why they asked for more, besides of the screaming. I began to experiment with my penis, but it wasn't actually masturbation yet.
Then when I was a teen, around about 13 years old I used to masturbate over straight porn, but slowly I realized that the thing that really turned me on, was actually the men's big, fat, cocks. And their wet muscle bodies, and the rough and manly way they acted when fucking. I began to google naked men, big cocks, specially hairy men. Then it was everything I wanted to watch. I remember I used to save David Beckham shirtless pics on the stadium, and some naked pics of his big cock ( now I know it was Photophoped LOL ) and some pictures from a (now missing) wonderful website of Brazilian models called "Terra The Boy." Now that I'm 24, my taste have changed, I'm more in to daddies.
Then in 2003 when I was 12/13 years old I discovered Gay porn, and it was heaven, a forbidden burning heaven. I really discovered what I truly like, and the slut inside me. I was actually considered "straight" before, thinking that, whenever I get a girlfriend, those feelings and desires was going to disappear, but I didn't actually struggle with my sexuality. Now I'm 24 and truly I know I'm gay (and that I always was) and a proud bottom, I'm a cock worshiper.
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I was 15. Until that I was pretty sure I was straight.
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Ripley, that was a wonderful testemony. I see much of myself in that ;D
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15
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I've probably always been attracted to men, but I first consciously realized it when I was about 13. I was pretty okay with it, and but when I kissed my first guy with 14, I was sure that I was gay.
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I don't know, but I remember the first time I felt noticeably aroused by a man was around 12. I wasn't sure what to make of it at the time.
I had tea parties and played with my sister's Barbies since I was a kid, though. -
Since I was a kid, around the age of 7, I new I was different. But knowing what gay ment e that I was on, I happend when I was 13.
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14-15 :cheesy2: since that time i start watching porn. LOL!
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I have just always known as far back as I can remember… I never thought anything of it really.
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Like some of you, I don't like to put a chronological mark. But I started to figure it out in my 9, 10 y.o. But I spent most of my life questioning myself and stumbling in this personal matter, trying to unveil the true nature of my sexuality. That's not much more I can say, really.
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I was 14…
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When I was 12.
