"Its not that big of a deal, they dont need to know about it. Its not like im going to try anything with them, so whats the point of telling them. But how can i trust anyone if i know that there is a possibility that one day when they find out they will toss me out of their life, like some sort of cancer that needs to be eradicated. Why should i waste my time when i will only get hurt in the end?"
Basically what goes around my head constantly. Im still not out and this is messing with me like some sort of anxiety.