Being an Arabic guy, could it be possible for all of these mixture to live together ever-after peacefully?
To me its being gay means loneliness, jealousy, self-hating, backward developing in this society, questioning my self from teens and early twenties, I'm getting now into 30s, and i see no end to that. afraid of future, do I need a psychologist, even so I'm afraid of telling him.
My only conclusion is NO COMING OUT till the end, keep your personal life to yourself, no need for others to know about it that what happiness is to me.
Hi,
i was a Muslim so i can relate your problem even though our culture is different in many aspect. i can't say much since i haven't coming out yet, but keep the spirit. If you can, try to move out from your country.