:hug: Oh, c'mon! I am fat/big/plump/huge/whatever guy myself, so let me tell u few things:

1. Don't appologize at all about the way you feel, just don't be an ass. It's not even funny this need to be constantly socially/politicaly correct.
2. I am the lucky bastard that is not really one way or the other in anything, so I really like a lot of things, guys, or even gals,tho I still identify myself as a gay. It's good in one way, but brings many complications in another way. Really tough to find someone who likes me and I like him/her/ it/ whatever
3. There is no real need for you to feel guilty about not liking any type of guy. It just is. Almost like with an icecream. I love classic tastes, like vanilla, or chocollate, but I am really crazy about cococnut icecream, and that's really now available much. Should I feel guilty? Why on Earth
4. I know few guys that are fat, and skinny are real trun off for them, as well as some skinny that are turned off by skinnies. No shame in that. Be yourself and be good to everybody you can be. You may never know, I am more attracted to the skinnies/well built guys/but from time to time it really doesn't matter and I like some fatty boy because his combo of how he is, carries himself, acts is just that right combination. Just keep in mind, that the body is something to be enjoyed, but it really doesn't last that much and changes a lot. The real thing is the persona. Try to like that and enjoy what life brings your way.

Cheers :hug2: