Hi Ali @egyboy
It is much more important that you be safe and you get to a home that can protect you. Some places have resources to help prevent homelessness and other situations. Please take care of you first.
You will be able to enjoy torrents moreso in the privacy and safety of your next home. Watching something now may be a temporary peace of mind, but you need that peace of mind more than anything.
Enjoy what you have for now (and Freeleech if possible - see John's answer), and come back when you are safe. We are willing to work with you, as we have several solutions for those willing to do their part to secure and enhance their lives.
Please be safe,
Ricky