I know I'm not in the right place to say this since I'm not outed yet, but I think it's for the best and it's also what I've been doing as of now.
I'm not sure as to what your status in life is currently, but if you can't afford to live on your own "yet" then it's best not to out yourself too soon. Wait till you can live on your own.
If it's prohibited in your country to be gay, then do yourself a favor and avoid outing yourself. Move to another country that is accepting.
If it's hurting pretty badly, then cry and cry as much as you want - let it out. It's not a sign of weakness, but a sign that you are a human being that has feelings.
