Tall, dark and handsome. Yum! 

If this is someone you love, would you even care about their appearance, above or below?

Tor

Im a bit confused how can you hate being gay, and then want a boyfriend?

All I can say is, be yourself.  There are 7 billion people on this planet.  Quite a few of those people are gay.  Live your life and one day, he will just walk into your life.  But seriously, dont be a downer.  Look at the positives.  Travel, see the world, enjoy life!

Tor