Thank you Runewell :love: I saw him today and of course he was looking handsome and he said hi and smiled. I guess you are right. The more I know about the real him (gay or str8) i can figure it out. And even if he is gay… the next question will be: Is he gay for me? Lol Sigh, crushes lol. 
So i've had a crush on this guy for 2 years now. He only works in the summer. He is tall, smart, latin and muscular :cheesy2: and even goes to the same college i go to (i rarely see them there). I don't even know if he is gay. My friend's keep bugging me to flirt with him but i don't know how :blownose:. Every year we got closer and closer, exchanging emails and texts you know, non-sexual. This summer i decided that when they returned to work, i was going to ignore them, you know because it's all in my head. It worked out a little bit, I saw them and I didn't get all nervous or anything :cheers:.
But soon after he spotted me and struck up a conversation. I felt so naked, like everyone around me could see that i liked them. You can't blame me for feeling naked because normally im fun and jovial but when they come around i melt. I can hardly talk. I just want to kiss them so bad. We have been getting closer. We talk about our dreams and they even email me tips on ideas. Help me my bros…. :cry2: :cry2: