When exactly it's complicated to say, but I know that ever since I can remember I know there was something different from my brothers or friends. But I did not know what it was until the beginning of puberty, I realized that I felt the body, the way, the beauty of the boys, even though I found the women beautiful and everything else I did not feel attracted or masturbated thinking about them was always for men. I only went to have my first contact with another boy at the beginning of college, I kissed the first one a little old and until that moment I was a virgin.
