human cock  ;D ;D

I don't think so.

Being an Arabic guy, could it be possible for all of these mixture to live together ever-after peacefully?
To me its being gay means loneliness, jealousy, self-hating, backward developing in this society, questioning my self from teens and early twenties, I'm getting now into 30s, and i see no end to that. afraid of future, do I need a psychologist, even so I'm afraid of telling him.
My only conclusion is NO COMING OUT till the end, keep your personal life to yourself, no need for others to know about it that what happiness is to me.

In my opinion, don't tell her. its your personal life, no body should be involved in that and keep it indoor, however if its culturally and socially acceptable you could go publicly.