Society says it's wrong but consensual incest gets me going like nothing else.

I've never been attracted to anyone in my own family, disgusted in fact, except for maybe one cousin who I've only seen photos of and never met in person.
But the idea of there being guys out there having sex with the men in their own family is a huge turn on.

My personal ranking:

1. twins
2. brothers
3. father/son
4. uncle/nephew/cousins

I hope to one day have a threesome with twins - I'd even settle for just brothers. I also fantasize having a boyfriend/husband and inviting his brother to join us on occasion.

What's the psychology of this?
I remember reading a comment thread somewhere that used the term "phantom father", not an actual father but a paternal stand-in of sorts.

I've also spent a lot of time consuming internet porn and I suppose part of it is finding that taboo to get the same "high" as just seeing any ol' dick like when I first starting using porn.

Sometimes I feel like I should seek therapy to get out of this mindset... but it's just so erotic. A father balls deep in his willing son's ass, a son sucking the sperm from the penis he came out of, brother's getting to know each other more physically.

I'm looking for stories involving three guys in a loving (and sexual) relationship.
Preferably in the Fantasy/Magic/Supernatural genre.

Recently tried this series, Augarten by Charlie Godwyne, but it went off the rails about halfway through the first book. I stopped halfway through the second book and I can't even bring myself to hate-read it, it's so poorly conceived.

Society says it's wrong but consensual incest gets me going like nothing else.

I've never been attracted to anyone in my own family, disgusted in fact, except for maybe one cousin who I've only seen photos of and never met in person.
But the idea of there being guys out there having sex with the men in their own family is a huge turn on.

My personal ranking:

1. twins
2. brothers
3. father/son
4. uncle/nephew/cousins

I hope to one day have a threesome with twins - I'd even settle for just brothers. I also fantasize having a boyfriend/husband and inviting his brother to join us on occasion.

What's the psychology of this?
I remember reading a comment thread somewhere that used the term "phantom father", not an actual father but a paternal stand-in of sorts.

I've also spent a lot of time consuming internet porn and I suppose part of it is finding that taboo to get the same "high" as just seeing any ol' dick like when I first starting using porn.

Sometimes I feel like I should seek therapy to get out of this mindset... but it's just so erotic. A father balls deep in his willing son's ass, a son sucking the sperm from the penis he came out of, brother's getting to know each other more physically.

Me: 35 y/o
Most days... a minimum of twice.
It's extremely rare that I'm just not interested or too tired.

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