I have a story.
11 years ago I saw a boy (4 years younger), I thought that he was interesting. I have see him grow up from a distance and wanted to be his leader or leader with him
On the end of last year I asked him if he wanted to be leader with me so I could learn who he was, he said yes. I Als asked if I may place my hand on his 8 pack, he then knew I was gay. He asket on this location and I was so surprised in that answer that I said no.
On the following camp I had another talk with him off my past, not about my feelings. On the end we 2 where going to town for food. There I had looked to deep in his eyes.
4 days later he did stop as leader, my world was growing down. After a month of texting (and telling him that I had strong feelings for him) I was placed in a mentel facility for my own protection. The boy took time to came to there and to work something out.
Now I have the chance to know him bether, we text many, we go to a movie, go camping, go eating, swimming,… And we talk a lot.
He is not gay but I may hope for a feature with him off him, He said that wood that he could do that. We knew each other now really for 4/5 months.
What do you think off the situation? He is 4 years younger than me (20 and 24).