Yes, atm I would

Babysat my nephew a few times recently and he's so adorable and he seems to like me. Makes me want to be a dad.

But I am a scientifically minded person, I got nothing against adoption and it's something if I settled down I would not pass up with my husband but it's not the same

I struggle knowing the purpose of life and understanding it fully, procreation, my own family, it's important to me that one of my children are physically and biologically mine, so I have a family to leave behind.

We all die and are eventually forgotten, but for me to just end and leave nothing to prosper.. It does mess with my head more than I've cared to admit, the struggle of being gay whilst agreeing with being here to be a dad to my own child is the reason I should be here.

Not being able to have that for obvious reasons is upsetting, Holding my nephews and niece makes me want my own