Far too often…

@alrey:

It seems too hard to even reach that ratio, so may I know if there are members here who have kept 1.0 or above ratio without turning to donating?

My current stats are UL: 1.73 TB DL: 874.50 GB with a ratio of 2.026 and I have never uploaded a file to this site, but I do keep my downloaded torrents active for a month or so before stopping them. At times I have upwards of 100 torrents seeding at a time; I do have unlimited internet bandwidth, though…

Leaving a computer on to continue seeding should help too, but if your bandwidth is limited, you may have a problem. I also leave my torrent list active for about a year as I get reseed requests, which I can quickly turn on.

I have searched around in the forums and read the banned list, etc., to try and see if there was an announcement about Titan movies being removed, as when I search for 'Titan' torrents, there are none, aside from a couple that were uploaded today. I had just recently (a couple days ago) downloaded a new Titan clip from one of their newest movies, but it and all other Titan movies are now gone. I have downloaded at least seven different ones from gaytorrent in the last six months, according to my utorrent list.

Titan Media / Titan Men movies tend to be pretty hot… where's my porn?!

I have seen scat movies in my browse list plenty of times, but there is a filter for it now, though it still sometimes gets uploaded to the fetish category instead, which I do not filter. At least three times now, I have accidentally hovered over the torrent briefly, which brings up associated pictures, and even if just for half a second, I have had a couple images burned into my mind, which I personally do not like at all.  The first time it happened, I closed gaytorrent and didn't jerk off that night.

I only use the 'search' feature to look for torrents, so I can filter the scat category, I guess that's good enough. I still have to be vigilante when looking at the titles of uploads!

I am not turned off by much, but shit is number two, for sure.

I moved into my boyfriend's apartment the day I met him. We had our first date and I never left. Three years later, it's going very well still.

Race doesn't matter in that I am not racist in any way, however, I am mostly only attracted to white guys, and Middle-Eastern. Never been attracted to Asian, Black, Latino, First Nation, etc.. I grew up in an environment that did not expose me to other races, which might have something to do with it.

I certainly does not matter though. Fuck you want!

I was aware of it when I was 5 or 6, as my first vivid memory is of my mother freaking out when she saw me trying to watch one of my uncles shower. I didn't quite understand it though until a few years later, when a talk, I mean condemnation from the church minister informed me of my "problem". I never denied it, but it rarely came up. If someone asked, I would answer honestly, much to my mothers shame. Her obsessive need to have a perfect family and appear to be the perfect family was quite the constant reminder that I was a problem.

I grew up in a Christian church, went to a Christian school, and only knew other Christians. Most people knew that I was gay, and didn't appreciate it. I never acted on it in any way, nor did I act gay in any way. There were no tell tale signs, but with a closed group of people, it was known.

Anyways, long story short, I went quite crazy at 18 shortly after meeting and having sex with the first gay person I had met (That wasn't the cause). I had no interest in men or women until I was 24, then turned back to "normal"…  mostly. Yay!