hi

i am a black chubby lad and I have been single for a few years to be honest i have given up dating because i felt not desired for the right reason but more of a fetich for some blocks because of my weight or my skin. I just want someone to want me for me, just quirky self and shyness.
I am not a 10 and would never be one and I am honest with myself and I wonder if I will ever meet someone right or I will just finish my life alone and no one cares about me.
I know that I have to deal with a lot past trauma and therapy is here for that and it is a long road ahead but sometime I am just tired of doing that road alone and just want someone but no anyone.

What should I do ?

@rickchub
@morrisondauthor

https://www.patreon.com/morrisondauthor/posts

HI
I WOULD LIKE TO KNOW IF ANYONE IS A FOLLOWER OF DA MORRISON BECAUSE I LIKE HIS WRITING BUT HE HAS A SET A UP A PATREON AND DUE TO PRIVACY ISSUE I CANNOT SUBCRIBE BUT I WOULD LIKE TO KNOW IF IT IS POSSIBLE TO GET THOSE STORIES EVEN IF IT IS A TORRENT OR EVEN A LINK TO A GOOGLE DRIVE TO BE ABLE TO READ THEM, HE WRITE FROM THE PERSPECTIVE OF THE BLACK LGBTQ+ POINT OF VIEW AND HE IS VERY TALENTED.

I USUALLY DO NOT WRITE BUT I AM JUST ASKING

THANKS

R