Actually thank you guys for your time to write! I highly appreciate it! Thank you

Each one of you were right from his point of view! and I think I should liberate myself from this big dark room I am in.. but still being gay in Jordan SUCKS big time! I hope to get outta there where there are no family treat you like you're something disgusting!

I will try to see the light and open up by time! I HOPE  I WILL …I am a big big big queer! not like feminine but I am GAY! LOVE Madonna! CHER! Shirley Bassey! Donna Summer! Grace Jones! even though I am 21 years old!! but come on! Musicals! I did not to choose to be like that! you are right.. you guys..

Thank you so much guys for your words! I really appreciate it!

Being gay in Jordan considered as a mortal sin! I am sick of hiding, acting something I am not.. having doubts about me cause of the people that surround me.. It's about time I am full of this shi*

I think I stopped giving a …. about what people might think, the only problem left I think is this subject and that has to do with religion , since it's forbidden and considered a big taboo..

A Friend told me god is love.. I am trying to believe that and forget everything else that I was taught in school. from family and so on...

Okay guys I am not ashamed of who I am.. Really!

but I am having second thoughts about being gay! I am 21 years old lad originally from Turkey living in Jordan.. I love god and all but I am feeling its a wrong path to choose!

I need guidance ???