Just need some practices and then your problem will be solved. I remember some experts recommend using butt plugs (there are a series of butt plugs used for medical purpose).

Agree with you a lot. Have to say it is hard to find high quality gay porns in recent days. Nowadays, most scenes just begin with fucking without any passions. Actors just like fucking machine. Hope there will be a change in some day. I have to say some soft core scenes from the gay-movie are better than the hard core ones from gay porn videos.

Maybe I will try. If he is attractive and there is chemistry between us, I think I donnt mind whether he is FTM or not.

YES!!!

YES!!! just relax and enjoy, you will find it easy to.

It seems you are insecure at this moment. Maybe you need to talk to him telling him what you think (maybe this is not a good idea, but in a relationship, both of you should open to each other so as to prevent something bad happening. ). As do not know what kind of your BF is, maybe the talk will be a disaster, maybe it will enhance the connection. Although a happy and amazing sex life can keep a relationship going well but it cannot make sure nothing bad happen.

Cheating is not good but sometimes it is a way to tell you that your partner may need or want something that he cannot get from you. Sometimes, in a relationship, cheating just like a mirror to show you what your partner are or what you need to do in order to be better. If my BF cheat on me, I will forgive him once as it is hard to prevent such a bad thing happening especially for our people (plz do not judge me, but it is true that we gay people are easier to lose in the sex attraction). The only thing I want to do is to let him know I forgive him and will do my best to care our relationship. But I have to say, sometimes, it works, sometimes not. It depends on the people we are dating.

The only advice for you is that you need to figure out why you have such a feeling or what make you suspect your BF. BTW, living together may not be an excuse for the action of cheating. Sometimes, living together will accelerate the end of a relationship. Living together means all your life secrets may be exposed to each other. For people who need own space, it is not a good idea. Many people get separated after living together.

BTW, you both met in a sex date, whether it means your BF want an open relationship or just want to have one although you said he acted as a saint for you.

Love is a mystery. We cannot make sure when it will disappear especially in a relationship. If you treasure this relationship, just make sure both of you can be honest to each other. If there is always something hidden, the relationship will not be healthy and it may be end with a disaster.

Best wishes to you

It is Okay but recommend to use other words to express you are attracted to white people. Although it is your right to choose what you like sometimes, we have to consider the situation.

"Without" is great but have to make sure the safety. Just mentioned STD and STI can be infected even you use Prep. Just make sure the one you want to do bareback is totally trusted. Do not recommend unsafe sex.

If you want to try some toys, Fleshjack is recommended (a brand for GAY of Fleshjack). The experience is so great. At present, many models are added to the collection, just have fun ;D

It seems that maybe he is not a sex addict but just like the way he lives right now. If he is a sex addict, maybe hook up apps will not be enough for him as it always take times to find a certain target. At present, lots of people get used to the hookup apps and cannot control themselves, maybe your BF is one of them.

You may be sad about this relationship as how he acts. If you want to have a relationship that can turn you on and let you feel happy and comfortable, maybe you should reconsider this kind of open relationship.

Open relationship allows to have own sex life but still focus on the connection between two lovers. No evidences shows open relationship is harmful but only show it is not suitable for everyone. If you do want to continue this relationship, you have to talke with your BF if the talking can be helpful. If he just continue what he wants to do but ignores you as always, maybe this unhealthy open relationship should be called off and you need to move on to another one. Just remember, a great relationship will make you happy and comfortable and an terrible one will ruin your life and take disaster to you.